LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,170
I don't walk in my own neighborhood but once in awhile I will walk between 1-3am in my Mother's neighborhood she just moved to where I know no one and can usually bet on being alone at that time period anyways. I would never walk during the day because of how I look. Im not afraid of being killed by anyone but only hope I don't get raped. Because even ugly people don't get to be excluded from being a victim of that heinous crime. I try not to think about all that though.
At night, I can imagine I'm the last person on earth.
Sometimes I can breathe, have a small moment of peace. If you can call it that. I can finally take my stupid hood off my head.
My surroundings become true to how I always feel. Isolated. On my own.
Does anyone else do this?
I've never seen anyone else out so far. Tbh I hope I never come across anyone unless they are a murderer who will quickly off me.
There's a train near by and I wonder if it will ever pass while I am out.
At night, I can imagine I'm the last person on earth.
Sometimes I can breathe, have a small moment of peace. If you can call it that. I can finally take my stupid hood off my head.
My surroundings become true to how I always feel. Isolated. On my own.
Does anyone else do this?
I've never seen anyone else out so far. Tbh I hope I never come across anyone unless they are a murderer who will quickly off me.
There's a train near by and I wonder if it will ever pass while I am out.