I'm starting to get pretty intoxicated myself right now. Like I feel so numb...I feel like a fuckin ball of cotton, it's pretty great actually. I feel like ctb would be amazingly easy and calming if I felt like this. Like. I'm kinda excited. What was your experience with trying or experimenting with ctb while intoxicated?
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
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well I'm specially going to do that next week. Partial suspension while intoxicated. Hopefully i pass.
Metavoid
Student
- Oct 21, 2018
- 160
Yeah I did, nearly fell asleep, was really peaceful and death was slowly approaching until my fuckin roommate barges in looking for tweezers. Grrr
This may sound weird but...I think being intoxicated would make it feel more enjoyable. Just because your in this whole numb, "who cares" mood. Non intoxicated = fighting off the survival instinct full force. Though I hear alcohol makes some more sad? So maybe going out won't feel as peaceful for them....? Idk but going out peaceful is my goal
Donna
Feeling so deep become our graves
- Oct 5, 2018
- 174
I haven't experimented with being intoxicated and acutely practicing ,as I think I might just get it right then ..
musician
Member
- Oct 16, 2018
- 19
I think its great idea. Never try it before but I think it make sense
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
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I imagine some people who are into erotic asphyxiation are intoxicated at the time. Increases the feeling I bet.
personally I want to practice partial suspension first then when i get it down right I'll enjoy the day and drink/relax then ctb.
I think being a little drunk would definitely help.
I thought to do the same. I am getting habituated to booze rn as I'm new to it.
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
I was very intoxicated when I attempted CTB by partial suspension. Didn't work.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
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what went wrong?
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
I just couldn't do it. Kept half blacking out then coming too instinctively throwing the noose off. Panic response too damn high even with alcohol.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
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I think getting drunk is a great idea.
Does anyone kow if high intoxication affectsN's ability? I heard it can actually increase the potency, but is there any eisk of the alcohol in the stomach mixing with the N and it become less effective?
Nooooo :) What was your method?
Does anyone kow if high intoxication affectsN's ability? I heard it can actually increase the potency, but is there any eisk of the alcohol in the stomach mixing with the N and it become less effective?
Nooooo :) What was your method?
Hanged myself over a tree after chugging down a bottle of whiskey and it was quite eventful lol. I could feel my body numbing out even though the rope was in the wrong position. After about 15 secs or so my survival instinct kicked in and started convulsing a little dangling around and threw up in my mouth, swallowed and then back out. I lunged myself over to a branch and managed to hold on long enough until I used my knife to cut the rope. My body was shaking so much I couldn't get down the tree so I jumped and ended up spranging my ankle. As I got down I threw up some more and then just layed there on the ground for like 30 mins trying to breathe.
wow nice story.. :/
bigj75
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Goddamn! That's some rough shit!
Wow...how long ago was this? And do you think you'd do it again?
I always try hanging with alcohol. Imo, there's a sweet spot,for me. Once, I hadn't drank much at all and I almost died, but I got loose because as my vision was blacking out/getting light spots, I thought I heard my bf's car lock.
I had wanted to do it if he'd been gone longer.. I knew he'd try to save me.
The rest of the times, I've gotten too drunk. I threw up mid hang once, it was awful. Sometimes I passed out before even getting the rope, sometimes my chest was pounding and i felt sick, but my mind wasn't subdued enough.
I haven't found that sweet spot again and it's been a year. I'm going to try again tomorrow.
Other than hanging, I've tried mixing alcohol with other prescription drugs and OTC drugs,and that never works. I've also tried tying bags around my head but I always tear them off in my sleep. If I ever have a chance to try that again, I'd like to find a way to tie my hands behind my back.
I had wanted to do it if he'd been gone longer.. I knew he'd try to save me.
The rest of the times, I've gotten too drunk. I threw up mid hang once, it was awful. Sometimes I passed out before even getting the rope, sometimes my chest was pounding and i felt sick, but my mind wasn't subdued enough.
I haven't found that sweet spot again and it's been a year. I'm going to try again tomorrow.
Other than hanging, I've tried mixing alcohol with other prescription drugs and OTC drugs,and that never works. I've also tried tying bags around my head but I always tear them off in my sleep. If I ever have a chance to try that again, I'd like to find a way to tie my hands behind my back.
Donna
Feeling so deep become our graves
- Oct 5, 2018
- 174
It really sucks that so many can do it so easy and others have no luck , I practiced again today with no luck ..
Prime
A Nihilist
- Oct 25, 2018
- 210
Doing it sober is very very difficult. The moment vision begins to fade away and the mind loses control over all voluntary actions it becomes too scary to continue. I have tried in push-up position, in muslim prayer like position, standing and leaning forward(as shown in the video that is in the hanging megathread), sitting down and leaning forward, lying down on the belly both away from and towards the point of suspension and each and everytime I hit the "sweet spot" compressing the carotids perfectly and leaving the windpipe open. But have never been able to go through with it because of the stupid survival instinct.
Doing it with a small amount of alcohol is also not going to be of much help. If you drink too much, then you will become too disoriented to set everything up properly.
This method is a pain in the neck, pun intended : )
Doing it with a small amount of alcohol is also not going to be of much help. If you drink too much, then you will become too disoriented to set everything up properly.
This method is a pain in the neck, pun intended : )
Prime
A Nihilist
- Oct 25, 2018
- 210
I am sorry to read all the trouble you went through. Full suspension is a sure fire way to go but can be very trublesome like in your experience. Partial suspension, if done right, can be swifter and less painful. And if you throw up you can easily release the noose and vomit properly ! : )
That was my second try so about 9 years. And yes but this time no whiskey, no knife, and probably handcuffs or a zip tie.
Would have worked if my belt hadn't come loose. I remember feeling very minimal pain as I was hanging. Definitely would drink first again when I finally hang again
Prime
A Nihilist
- Oct 25, 2018
- 210
What position did you try if you don't mind telling?
Standing leaning forwards into the belt. I'm sure that helped a little but when I had tried it before it was much more painful than the night I passed out
Prime
A Nihilist
- Oct 25, 2018
- 210
I have found one problem with standing and leaning forward. It all goes smoothly until the moment you are just about to lose consciousness completely. At that moment the legs shake violently and the body goes down and it hurts like hell and also the ligature gets in a very V shape around the neck and misses the carotids thereafter. I mean when the legs go limp it becomes almost impossible to continue as you haven't lost consciousness completely and the body pulls down on the neck and it hurts. How to get through this?
bigj75
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