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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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It's probably not a good way to ctb and I got SN so I'm not considering it. When I first took it, I was thinking about what would happen if I tried to OD on it... Has anyone ever done this and how were you feeling and what happened? Just being curious. It would probably be really painful but I would be interested in hearing from someone that has actually done it :)
 
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WornOutLife

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I tend to wonder the same!
I didn't have that many times ecstasy pills but there was a day in which I had 3 pills in a row and my heart started to beat faster than ever. I dunno how I managed not to have a heart attack! I felt extremely happy but really close to death so, it's probably not such a bad way to CTB.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I tend to wonder the same!
I didn't have that many times ecstasy pills but there was a day in which I had 3 pills in a row and my heart started to beat faster than ever. I dunno how I managed not to have a heart attack! I felt extremely happy but really close to death so, it's probably not such a bad way to CTB.
How many 250mg pills do you think does it take to ctb? Well, I don't know the exact purity haha but I'm really curious.
 
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WornOutLife

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How many 250mg pills do you think does it take to ctb? Well, I don't know the exact purity haha but I'm really curious.

LOL I'm curious too. I think that an amount between 10 and 20 will be more than enough if you're not used to taking these kind of pills.
 
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builtwrong

builtwrong

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Aug 24, 2020
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It is absolutely not a good idea, you would probably end up dying from serotonin syndrome which would involve lots of vomiting, seizures, and you would be likely to end up in the hospital with long term brain damage. Serotonin is called the euphoria molecule but it also regulates a lot of critical bodily functions including heart rate, it's not something you want to die from due to a malfunction

Edit: I did a lot of binging on ecstasy before, and it is dangerous in that context, if used responsibly it should have no long term effects (max of one roll every 3 months according to the creator of MDMA)
 
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Emily_Numb

Emily_Numb

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Jan 14, 2020
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Most pills I've ever done was 10 over about 5 hours and this was when pills were actually proper pills. We're talking 20+ years ago. You might die, but it's unlikely. Most X deaths are oddly enough from excess hydration. I know there's a proper work for it but I can't be assed to google it.

I used to roll every couple of weeks. Never had Seratonin syndrome from it or ended up in hospital.

As with ANY street drug, TEST YOUR GEAR FIRST - ALWAYS.
This has been proven to cause long term brain damage. I know someone who has done a lot of ecstasy and I can't help wondering if he would be less dumb if he didn't do so much.
Really? I've done a lot and am super fucking intelligent. Modest too. :pfff:
 
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yetme

yetme

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Oct 20, 2019
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It's probably not a good way to ctb and I got SN so I'm not considering it. When I first took it, I was thinking about what would happen if I tried to OD on it... Has anyone ever done this and how were you feeling and what happened? Just being curious. It would probably be really painful but I would be interested in hearing from someone that has actually done it :)

done lots of it. some times 10 - 15 pills a night. the thing with xtc is that it burns through your serotonin pretty fast and you stop feeling its effect after a while. I think if you take a lot of it then it will just burn your serotonin, but it will not kill you.
that being said I will definately take some right before hopping on the bus)) go out in style! )
 
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paininme

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I have been sick off a small amount of ecstasy before and that was unpleasant enough i would think it would be painful as your body overheats and you can bleed from your eyes, ears etc but I don't know how out of it you would be to feel what was even going on
Most pills I've ever done was 10 over about 5 hours and this was when pills were actually proper pills. We're talking 20+ years ago. You might die, but it's unlikely. Most X deaths are oddly enough from excess hydration. I know there's a proper work for it but I can't be assed to google it.

I used to roll every couple of weeks. Never had Seratonin syndrome from it or ended up in hospital.

As with ANY street drug, TEST YOUR GEAR FIRST - ALWAYS.

Really? I've done a lot and am super fucking intelligent. Modest too. :pfff:
You are hardcore you must have had some buzz and some comedown I puke off the come up on 1 pill
 
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Fentanull

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Nov 17, 2020
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I used to sell MDMA and take it religiously. First of all, it's super hard to even "OD" in the first place. You're way more likely to die of exhaustion/dehydration or some other physiological effects coupling with the MDMA. Even if you did OD? It'd be fucking miserable IMO. The most I ever took in a single night was around 2.7 grams, and I was fairly certain I was going to die. At a high enough dose of MDMA, you become "floored"; unable to move because the sensory input is too much to mitigate while doing things like walking around. However, your brain is still hyper aware of what's going on around you, so I basically was stuck for at least an hour or so on the floor of my room rubbing the walls in ecstacy while simultaneously questioning whether or not every beat of my heart was the first domino in the chain leading to a massive heart attack. And, given my lifelong suicidal depression, I was extremely let down when I didn't die- and the next week or so was the one of the most agonizing depressive states of my life due to the after-effects of taking such a large dose of MDMA.
 
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19andOverdue

19andOverdue

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Jun 12, 2022
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I tend to wonder the same!
I didn't have that many times ecstasy pills but there was a day in which I had 3 pills in a row and my heart started to beat faster than ever. I dunno how I managed not to have a heart attack! I felt extremely happy but really close to death so, it's probably not such a bad way to CTB.
Yeah I've heard horror stories of people having panic attacks and feeling like their heart is going to explode, I personally would just keep it recreational
 
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jcksonb22

jcksonb22

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Jul 18, 2021
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that'd be extremely painful, i've taken like 17 adderall at once a ridiculous amount especially for my body weight and i couldn't even walk so id assume all stimulants are a painful death
 
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Waiting for the bus
May 20, 2022
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x/molly affects the chemicals in the brain namely seretonin. it causes rapid dehydration and variable heart rate. to od on it specifically is very difficult and would take a large amount of pills. as street drugs are almost never pure the key to a od causing death is the chemical its cut with. most of the time its meth in some form. crank or even baking soda. in order to ensure an end you would need to find some cut with F. since this is widely known as a bad idea its rather hard to find in that form. you would still need at least 10 pills and 2 to sacrifice to testing. overall not really worth it.

reference- i have been a raver and a dj for 20 years
 
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