In my countless hours scouring the internet for varying experiences with and perspectives on suicide, I came across an article from a woman whose mother jumped to her death at niagra falls. Her mother allowed her stepfather to rape her repeatedly when she was younger. Over time, they were able to air things out and rebuild a functional relationship. But, the mother was in so much pain, full of so much guilt that she let it happen and for so long was in denial about it. I guess it eventually overwhelmed her. It was a really well written article filled with a lot of emotion, I wish I could find it.