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Throwaway563078
Experienced
- Oct 6, 2018
- 272
I have enough money to order it. I asked around, someone who knows someone who works in customs where I'm from and customs are very strict. I can't afford to risk it, lose all that cash or my N. Also I'd cause alot of trouble and shame for my family if I'm confronted about it if it's siezed. Ordering anything else and my family finding out would probably 10x more trouble than I already am in because suicide is a huge sin in the Islamic hellhole I'm in.
Hanging scares the hell out of me, I simply don't know why. I have absolutely no access to a gun.
Dae have the money for N but also isn't ordering it because it's too risky? Are there any other methods that appeal to you?
Hanging scares the hell out of me, I simply don't know why. I have absolutely no access to a gun.
Dae have the money for N but also isn't ordering it because it's too risky? Are there any other methods that appeal to you?