Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
I struggle with EDNOS. So I fluctuate between anorexia, bulimia and BED.
Right now been in anorexic part of it for months and tryna get out but... kinda giving up as I'm back to trying to die and feel my statving is useful but ANYWAY.
I made a bunch of food today to try to have food to eat bc I otherwise don't have any unless I cook and I feel so disgusted by it...
Can't even manage a smoothie rn....
Tbh never experienced this aspect but haven't been able to cook my own food in years (homelessness) soo yeee...
Anyone relate, wanna share or whatever?
Right now been in anorexic part of it for months and tryna get out but... kinda giving up as I'm back to trying to die and feel my statving is useful but ANYWAY.
I made a bunch of food today to try to have food to eat bc I otherwise don't have any unless I cook and I feel so disgusted by it...
Can't even manage a smoothie rn....
Tbh never experienced this aspect but haven't been able to cook my own food in years (homelessness) soo yeee...
Anyone relate, wanna share or whatever?