Anyone else remember when they had energy to do things?

[CatLove56]

Depressions a bitch

 

[sharky]

Yes. I used to be pretty energetic just 2 years ago but since i got severely depressed everything makes me tired pretty quick

 

[Cathy Ames]

I intellectually know or recognize that it used to be the case, but I don't remember it on a visceral level. It seems impossible.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I cannot. I can't remember myself ever having much energy. I have never really wanted to live and I have always struggled to cope with life. Life is mostly just meaningless suffering, it is a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it.

 

[Aeathelina]

Honestly I was always a miserable person even as a child (due to chronic poverty) the only real energy I had back then was being a spiteful and angry little shit.
Now I'm so tired that even when I know I should be angry I cannot bring myself to muster up the energy

 

[eternalflame]

Not really, no. It has been atleas fifteen years or so.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I remember …. A year ago

 

[adventurer]

depression has been funky for me. it's been very persistent, but while sometimes there are periods that for months at a time i can't get out of bed or do most anything, there are also times when i can fully function, just with a throbbing ache in my heart and a pit in my stomach.

 

[eternalflame]

Maybe you two can work it out somehow?

 

[splashofvanilla]

Ironically just got the energy and i went and bought the sn

 

[Onasis]

Yeah I remember before everything in my life went to shit. I had thicker skin back then and was able to deal with things more because I still had hope for life. These days I have absolutely nothing because I know even if I bust my ass it'll just end up in disappointment as usual. A born loser since day one. First time I ever tried anything in competition I finished dead last and it's been the same since.

 

[memoriesoflight]

I'm very much at the mercy of how things are going around me. When things are good, I'm energized. When not, it's very up in the air. Unfortunately, I have a personality that forces my life into a not-good place.

 

[eve2004]

I have physical energy, but my mental tank is empty... so I cannot get my body moving. Like I've lost the keys to the fully functional car...

 

[yıη]

No, unfortunately I do not believe that I do. For a while, I'm been forcing myself to do things simply to blend in. Because to suddenly stop after doing it for so long would raise questions. And it has. Though, my motorcycle still sits in the street in front of my house. When I am dead, it will go to my friend, so I don't ride it as I no longer see it as my own. But occasionally, I look out my window and think back to the feeling it used to give me. The adrenaline rush. How fun it was to go dangerously fast and just weave around. And to think, never will I ride it again.

 

[LifeIsRekt]

I have physical energy, but my mental tank is empty... so I cannot get my body moving. Like I've lost the keys to the fully functional car...

Pretty much me to a T... Motivation/inspiration used to get me a full tank, now it's always on E...

 

[rainwillneverstop]

I think, but I don't know anymore.