Jon Arbuckle
Aspiring Corpse
- Jul 23, 2024
- 105
Has anyone else been in a situation where they could have attempted, decided not to, and then later regretted it?
I'll use myself as an example.
I really, really wish I had just killed myself when I was 15. I didn't because I was scared of the method I wanted to use (jumping). The funny thing is I have a pretty strong belief that children shouldn't ever kill themselves, that they should at least wait until theyre an adult to decide if their life is really not worth continuing, but I consider myself an exception. In july someone tried to convince me not to kill myself and they went "think of all the things you got to do and all the friends you got to make after you tried to CTB!!" but ive done basically nothing worthwhile in the 6 years between then and now. If anything, I've only hurt people close to me, it would have been better if I had just killed myself bc then I wouldn't have hurt anyone. I'm ashamed that I'm 21 and still haven't died already.
I'll use myself as an example.
I really, really wish I had just killed myself when I was 15. I didn't because I was scared of the method I wanted to use (jumping). The funny thing is I have a pretty strong belief that children shouldn't ever kill themselves, that they should at least wait until theyre an adult to decide if their life is really not worth continuing, but I consider myself an exception. In july someone tried to convince me not to kill myself and they went "think of all the things you got to do and all the friends you got to make after you tried to CTB!!" but ive done basically nothing worthwhile in the 6 years between then and now. If anything, I've only hurt people close to me, it would have been better if I had just killed myself bc then I wouldn't have hurt anyone. I'm ashamed that I'm 21 and still haven't died already.