iguazo falls
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- May 20, 2026
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i think its pretty common to think when you're young that you know something others don't or that everyone else are mindless sheep. even when you grow up i think it's still common. my self hatred used to be intense but had an undercurrent of "this isn't REALLY true though". lately i've really been understanding that i'm not that much different to other people in how i function. i find myself having customer brain moments, or i realise i know very little about something or have an outdated conception that has stuck in my head. i'm not very smart, and oftentimes i'm "that person" in any given situation people complain about on reddit. i have the fluoride stare and it isn't because the other person is stupid; my brain is just perma-fried. i'm not that unique, there's no outstanding skill, not much passion, and my personality is best appreciated by only myself. everyday i fuck at least 3 things up. i try not to be bad for no reason but i struggle a bit with situational awareness, and i think im realising that inflating your ego is lowkey a survival skill just like lying and virtue signalling.
