Anyone else planning to go soon?

[DreamEnd]

End of February or early march?

 

[Blizzard]

I've been seriously considering it for months now. Almost obsessively. The only thing really stopping me is the thought of how it will affect my daughter. And there's also the fear of my method not working.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Yes. This is the plan unless something causes me to postpone again. I'm really on the fence but I feel like I NEED to try regardless of outcome. Can't shake it. Don't know if I want to shake it.

 

[downndone2]

March or april

 

[Krieger]

Nah, I don't really feel suicidal anymore or at the least don't want to die anytime in the next 3-5 years. I still have suicidal thoughts and fantasies but I don't actually feel like acting on them now. I still don't want to make it to 30 tho.

 

[existenceisacurse]

Yes, I can feel it coming to an end

 

[missingpeace]

I really want to go, I want to try partial hanging or SN but my family is always home. It's so frustrating.

 

[HayBunny23]

Yes, in a couple months. My spouse is moving on, and I'm slowly gathering what I need for it now. Going via exit bag.

 

[iceyogurt]

I've been planning it before my 31st birthday. I've thought to myself for years that I'll need to give it until 30 and try various things and hopefully it'll get better. But it feels as though I'm incompatible to live, I just don't see the point of putting in so much effort to potentially having a fleeting moment of some sort of joy. SN is my chosen method but I will have to put my affairs in order first.

 

[theodandel]

next month i guess, still researching about which method to use. I am thinking about SN and shallow water drown, wonder which one i will use at the end.

 

[Frogchan]

I wish I could but the only reliable method I have is jumping. I'm afraid to do it tbh. I think there are guards at the bridge I had in mind too. Double wammy.

So I guess I'm just forced to live until my body naturally says otherwise

 

[tchaik18401893]

March 17

 

[JB3567]

Early March, waiting on a few things to arrive than it's Hasta la vista, baby
3 choices
SN
Carbon monoxide poisoning
Hydrogen sulfide

 

[Source Energy]

My SN is on the way. Once I get my salty friend, I can afford to hang on a little bit see if somehow there is a hope I can get my happiness back. Not too long though. Shall see...I feel better just knowing it's coming

 

[tirednorthernsoul]

Suicidal ideation has kinda taken over my existence, so I'm starting to think my time may be pretty soon. Maybe within the next month.

 

[NHLTradeRumor]

As soon as I get my SN, so any day now. I am so goddamn done..

 

[Dominicka]

Suicidal ideation has kinda taken over my existence, so I'm starting to think my time may be pretty soon. Maybe within the next month.

Me too, it's all I think about.

 

[tirednorthernsoul]

Me too, it's all I think about.

I'm sorry it's been all encompassing for you, too. I feel so disconnected from the people around me. It's almost like I'm already gone.

 

[Dominicka]

I'm sorry it's been all encompassing for you, too. I feel so disconnected from the people around me. It's almost like I'm already gone.

Yes…disconnection from others, yep. I never text or reach out to any friends anymore. Don't care when my mom visits. Don't feel close even to my spouse.

 

[ElfenLied]

Yes, probably at the end of this month, I already have my sn very well kept here with me, unfortunately I have to solve a few things first.

 

[bolt]

just one question..... H.O.W.???