anyone else planned to use SN for their method but now they can’t get any?

[failedmind]

i planned to buy SN when i first joined this forum in october 2024 but i was living with family at the time and was going to buy it when i lived alone. now that i live alone, i cant find sn anywhere (im in the us). the ones i might find, they only ship to businesses or labs. i feel stuck because now i have to find another method. im going between hanging and a gun, two methods i really didnt want to consider.

anyone else?

 

[Carryline]

Yes I have orderet SN like 6 times but it was always canceled and i am desperate already, like what does it have to be so hard to die, i wish I can just order something.. i find only one webside that does not require any bussiness/school/lab but they are on holiday now and will send the packing on 19.01. so I still have to wait it is almost a mont I hope I did not get scammed... then I find one more side but they do do send abrod and one more side but they are out of stock... to I guess I can just dowloand Tor and try mi like there... or I do not know..

 

[woodlandcreature]

omg yes! (i'm sure this is a pretty common experience at this point in time) i'm between hanging and jumping now, as i have no access to guns (that'd be my first choice ngl)