anyone else only have this site?

[glowing.purple.aura]

It's pretty much the only thing that's guaranteed to make me feel a little bit better

Besides that I just sleep all day or spend every waking hour doom-scrolling (which doesn't even feel like a guilty pleasure anymore... I just get mad at myself for being so useless but it's not like my brain or body will let me do anything else with my time)

I'm so disgusted with my self—always. I can't even bring myself to talk about how little effort I put into caring for myself. I don't do anything productive unless I'm forced to.

Maybe these aspects will change when I'm actually on campus next semester (all of my classes are online right now), but I'll still have no interests or hobbies, no goals, no ambition, no friends, and pretty much no care for anything but death!

 

[waqs]

kinda, its nice getting social interaction from this site knowing its the only place that understands how i feel. that i can be open about my feelings to strangers and they wont be judgemental. i have a gc with some friends but no one really talk anymore.. and theres only 1 person i talk to daily, so talking to people here is nice.

 

[gunmetalblue11]

Same, since I've joined the forum it brings me joy to just interact with others and read the threads. Have a small sense of community.