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timetodie24

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I've realised I'm not real . I've stolen the body I'm in . I'm pretending to be her but I'm not . I need to desperately destroy this body . I'm thinking a violent ctb method will make sure I'm gone from this body. I'm not me . This isn't my mind . Not even feeling anything from sh . It's not dissociation, i'm present , i'm just not this person and i'm not meant to be in this body. I'm something separate and different and evil . I don't recognise my face or body. I shouldn't exist. I'm a glitch and not real.
 
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leavingsoonx

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If it helps, I feel the same way. So you're not alone.
 
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CantDoIt

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I also feel 'not real' in a similar way. Even if it were psychosis I don't care.
 
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Real: "Actually existing as a thing or occurring in fact; not imagined or supposed."
 
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timetodie24

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If it helps, I feel the same way. So you're not alone.
I also feel 'not real' in a similar way. Even if it were psychosis I don't care.
Whilst it's comforting to not be alone in this, i'm so sorry you can both relate. It's a really horrible and confusing way to feel. And no one seems to get it, just thinks feeling a bit detached/dissociated but I know it's much more than that .
 
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