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Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
- Mar 11, 2022
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I do it because it's the only real challenging thing available to me, but I rarely enjoy it. I feel the only thing I want in life at this point is sex, which I've had, but it's been so long I don't remember what it was like. At this point the fantasy of it so strong that i'll probably just end up disappointed the next time. Then I'd be forced to ctb because there will nothing else left that I'd want to do. Sigh anhedonia