Anyone else just waiting to die?

[Avicii]

i mean not through suicide ?? I want to ctb but it's daniky members pain stopping me so everyday I'm alive I'm just counting down the hours to sleep waiting basically to die ???

 

[Speedhax]

I was but then something happened that has put me into action.

 

[QueenEtna]

Yeah.. My room is covered in black toxic mold I've been living in it for 10 years now I thought it's supposed to kill people but not me.. I been waiting for it to kill me for so long but even though my lungs hurt and hard to breathe I'm still alive...

 

[Trashcan]

Yes. If suicide is what it takes then so be it, but I'd rather get into a car wreck and just die or get a symptomless illness and not wake up the next morning.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Haha, no - women in my family live 80+ years on average in fairly good health, so I probably have like 5-6 decades left still...

But I don't wanna wait for some horrible illness to slowly kill me. Like cancer or diabetes... or even old age, screw that.
I want to have control over my death - chose how and when it happens.

 

[bigj75]

Fuck waiting unless you are already 70. I'm 26 and cannot comprehend waiting to die until I'm 70 something. I mean there are ways to speed it up but I can't comprehend destroying my health anymore just to cut off 10 years of my life. Id rather get it done quick and easy as soon as possible.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

I'm afraid it's going to take too long and I'll have to take matters into my own hands.

If I live past 53, I will be extremely pissed. I will have to do it then for sure. My grandfather died at 54, mother at 59, grandmother at 64. I must die at least before 54 or I lose. I've beat this family in every other way. Must win this damn game. I'm hoping to win it by more than just 1.

I don't see how I survive next summer honestly.

 

[great-ape99]

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[Manja]

I was like than until 11 days ago...now I can not just wait anymore...every second is agony

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Sooner or later we are going to die. That's a fact. But living just for waiting for your death is a torture.