Avicii
Looking
- Sep 4, 2018
- 424
i mean not through suicide ?? I want to ctb but it's daniky members pain stopping me so everyday I'm alive I'm just counting down the hours to sleep waiting basically to die ???
Yeah.. My room is covered in black toxic mold I've been living in it for 10 years now I thought it's supposed to kill people but not me.. I been waiting for it to kill me for so long but even though my lungs hurt and hard to breathe I'm still alive...
Trashcan
Trash
- Aug 31, 2018
- 1,234
Yes. If suicide is what it takes then so be it, but I'd rather get into a car wreck and just die or get a symptomless illness and not wake up the next morning.
Haha, no - women in my family live 80+ years on average in fairly good health, so I probably have like 5-6 decades left still...
But I don't wanna wait for some horrible illness to slowly kill me. Like cancer or diabetes... or even old age, screw that.
I want to have control over my death - chose how and when it happens.
But I don't wanna wait for some horrible illness to slowly kill me. Like cancer or diabetes... or even old age, screw that.
I want to have control over my death - chose how and when it happens.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
Fuck waiting unless you are already 70. I'm 26 and cannot comprehend waiting to die until I'm 70 something. I mean there are ways to speed it up but I can't comprehend destroying my health anymore just to cut off 10 years of my life. Id rather get it done quick and easy as soon as possible.
I'm afraid it's going to take too long and I'll have to take matters into my own hands.
If I live past 53, I will be extremely pissed. I will have to do it then for sure. My grandfather died at 54, mother at 59, grandmother at 64. I must die at least before 54 or I lose. I've beat this family in every other way. Must win this damn game. I'm hoping to win it by more than just 1.
I don't see how I survive next summer honestly.
If I live past 53, I will be extremely pissed. I will have to do it then for sure. My grandfather died at 54, mother at 59, grandmother at 64. I must die at least before 54 or I lose. I've beat this family in every other way. Must win this damn game. I'm hoping to win it by more than just 1.
I don't see how I survive next summer honestly.
I was like than until 11 days ago...now I can not just wait anymore...every second is agony
Sooner or later we are going to die. That's a fact. But living just for waiting for your death is a torture.
