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attell4

Member
Apr 25, 2023
8
I'm not suffering in any real sense, I just really don't want to be here. There's plenty of anger and frustration and I really hate this world. It seems pointless. I just wish getting out wasn't so enormously complicated.
 
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Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
107
Yeah, I don't think I suffer as much as others might. I'm just not having a good time anymore. It'd be great if we could hit a big red button and suddenly vanish. I agree with every word you wrote.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,242
To me it's certainly always preferable to not exist and I know that I could never wish to endure existence under any circumstances. I just think that existence is dreadful, unnecessary and futile, only permanent non-existence appeals to me, it really disgusts me how suicide is purposely made so difficult.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
456
same brotha, i dont get it why do they have to pathologize every "negative" feeling, when its not really that deep tbh...
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
i simply don't like living and find existing extremely dreadful.
 
Neuromancer

Neuromancer

Dystopian
Jun 30, 2023
32
As you, I wish wasn't here, to be honest wish I wasn't born at all.
My biggest dream is to vanish from this world, without leaving traces or social media account (except for this forum).
Besides my parents, no one would miss me. But if they know that I ctb, they would feel guilty because they couldn't "save" or "notice" and to be honest?
My life isn't worth as to a single person feel guilty about it.
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I wouldn't say I feel anger towards suffering but just sad, I've be able to accept that this the world we live in, I can't wait to die to leave this world behind
 

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