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justkatie
Member
- Aug 25, 2024
- 24
I'm not going to go too much into my history and life as it doesn't really matter, you'll all have heard similar stories like mine before and I'm not here to look for sympathy.
I'm 40 years old and I'm exhausted with life. I'm just done. My life has been unhappy for as long as I can remember (I have two fleeting moments of happiness I can remember) and a lifetime of toil and rubbish.
I have nothing to look forward to and nobody to live for, so I just keep thinking "what's the point?"
People say things like "Well you have to hit rock bottom before you can climb up" but when I hit rock bottom, it turns out there's only more bottom to go down.
It's refreshing to have a place where I can actually be open about this without being referred to useless (for me) mental health charities.
I don't really know where I'm going with this as its my first post here. Just really a feeler to see how people react and to see if this is somewhere I want to discuss my feelings in without the "call the samaritans" nonsense like everywhere else.
I'm 40 years old and I'm exhausted with life. I'm just done. My life has been unhappy for as long as I can remember (I have two fleeting moments of happiness I can remember) and a lifetime of toil and rubbish.
I have nothing to look forward to and nobody to live for, so I just keep thinking "what's the point?"
People say things like "Well you have to hit rock bottom before you can climb up" but when I hit rock bottom, it turns out there's only more bottom to go down.
It's refreshing to have a place where I can actually be open about this without being referred to useless (for me) mental health charities.
I don't really know where I'm going with this as its my first post here. Just really a feeler to see how people react and to see if this is somewhere I want to discuss my feelings in without the "call the samaritans" nonsense like everywhere else.