WhiskeyLulabuy

WhiskeyLulabuy

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Jan 23, 2020
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I'm in the south of uk anyone else in there area having trouble getting bits to CTB
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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I'm in the north Midlands xx
 
Sadddd

Sadddd

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The bits needed is why I'm leaning towards jumping. I'm not holding my life together let alone ordering/finding everything.

Quick is definitely more important for me atm than peaceful
The bits needed is why I'm leaning towards jumping. I'm not holding my life together let alone ordering/finding everything.

Quick is definitely more important for me atm than peaceful
Ps I'm in the UK in london
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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The bits needed is why I'm leaning towards jumping. I'm not holding my life together let alone ordering/finding everything.

Quick us definitely more important for me atm than peaceful
Have you had a think about where to jump from?
I'm really sorry that you feel this is the path you want to take, we are here for you, always
 
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DeadFairy

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im on Lancashire coast UK x
 
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Sadddd

Sadddd

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Jan 26, 2020
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Have you had a think about where to jump from?
I'm really sorry that you feel this is the path you want to take, we are here for you, always
Yeah, beachy head seems the best bet. High and easy to access. Some other spots around that aren't as high.
A gun would be better but no such luck in the uk lol
My mood swings so much atm that it's tough to commit. Some days I am so elated that I think all will be ok but that's just a dream
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

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I am in UK also, The West Country. I am so desperate not to be here anymore, yet have no method which can use due to circumstances and very bad health problems which prevents alot of them. PLEASE take your time, I know how anxious you are but dont go rushing into a method, noone should go out of this world in a bad way. I am trying to find the most peaceful method I can, which is hard. I dont deserve a distressing passing.
@WhiskeyLulabuy I wonder what bits you are finding hard to aquire here? @Sadddd same for you, what method would you choose if could, I know you mention gun. Both of you take care and talk of helps, no rash decisions. I know thats hard to say but am in dire straits myself so do empathize.:heart:
 
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Sadddd

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I am in UK also, The West Country. I am so desperate not to be here anymore, yet have no method which can use due to circumstances and very bad health problems which prevents alot of them. PLEASE take your time, I know how anxious you are but dont go rushing into a method, noone should go out of this world in a bad way. I am trying to find the most peaceful method I can, which is hard. I dont deserve a distressing passing.
@WhiskeyLulabuy I wonder what bits you are finding hard to aquire here? @Sadddd same for you, what method would you choose if could, I know you mention gun. Both of you take care and talk of helps, no rash decisions. I know thats hard to say but am in dire straits myself so do empathize.:heart:
Thank you, tbh I can barely get out of bed atm let alone travel 2 5 hours to beachy head. Gun would be best for me, quick and painless and guaranteed. I don't fancy the waiting game and planning of SN etc and hanging also can go wrong.
Thank you, tbh I can barely get out of bed atm let alone travel 2 5 hours to beachy head. Gun would be best for me, quick and painless and guaranteed. I don't fancy the waiting game and planning of SN etc and hanging also can go wrong.
Also don't like the idea of feeling sick etc in my final moments
 
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Thereisnothing

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Thank you, tbh I can barely get out of bed atm let alone travel 2 5 hours to beachy head. Gun would be best for me, quick and painless and guaranteed. I don't fancy the waiting game and planning of SN etc and hanging also can go wrong.

Also don't like the idea of feeling sick etc in my final moments
Bless you. Even if you could in theory travel to Beachey Head do you think you'd be able to go through with it? I would be frightened rigid to jump and I know my SI would be so high. Often a gun is fatal, but have seen such sad and horrific images over the years of when it went wrong and people living with half their head and face gone, yet still alive and so disabled. I know very little about guns on any level, they unnerve me. Still with us being in UK they are hard to get gold of legally and if approached an unsavoury character on the street for one they'd probably cause more problems than what you started with. I am totally vexed myself as cant work out a painless and guaranteed method, so do really feel for you.
 
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nbn

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Nov 3, 2019
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Thank you, tbh I can barely get out of bed atm let alone travel 2 5 hours to beachy head. Gun would be best for me, quick and painless and guaranteed. I don't fancy the waiting game and planning of SN etc and hanging also can go wrong.

Also don't like the idea of feeling sick etc in my final moments
why do u think hanging can go wrong
 
Sadddd

Sadddd

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Jan 26, 2020
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why do u think hanging can go wrong
I can't make basic decisions atm let alone learn the knots, find somewhere, organise to not be found. Getting it wrong could mean paralysis etc etc but still living
 
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North West England
 
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Sadddd

How did I end up here
Jan 26, 2020
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Bless you. Even if you could in theory travel to Beachey Head do you think you'd be able to go through with it? I would be frightened rigid to jump and I know my SI would be so high. Often a gun is fatal, but have seen such sad and horrific images over the years of when it went wrong and people living with half their head and face gone, yet still alive and so disabled. I know very little about guns on any level, they unnerve me. Still with us being in UK they are hard to get gold of legally and if approached an unsavoury character on the street for one they'd probably cause more problems than what you started with. I am totally vexed myself as cant work out a painless and guaranteed method, so do really feel for you.
Remains to be seen (wry) lol. When I get really low I think I could. I would take a bunch of meds and hopefully be a bit numb.

Guns still the most effective in terms of successful suicide (from lost all hope) but agreed almost impossible to get in the uk. A bit of research on how best to do it would be needed but I've shot them before so know about kick back etc
 
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Thereisnothing

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LMAO!! I managed to avoid all that and I have NO accent!!
I have such a broad accent some people have a job to understand me-I love it, my accent, its part of who I am and where I come from. Lived locally all my life.
 
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Jessamine

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I'm in Kent
 
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Soulless_Angel

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I have such a broad accent some people have a job to understand me-I love it, my accent, its part of who I am and where I come from. Lived locally all my life.

I'm southwest born and bred but as I didn't mix with people growing up, and my parental figures were brought up with no accent either, I never gained one, Kinda wish I did, but glad I don't!! weird I know!
 
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I'm from the North West too. Like to think I don't have an accent but apparently I do!
 
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SHThrowAway213

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Apr 19, 2018
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Yes I'm in Devon here
 
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I'vehadenough2200

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I'm from North UK ( Yorkshire)
 
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ComingClose

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And I'm in Greater Manchester
 
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Feb 11, 2020
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Scotland here
 
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Jessamine

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Oct 28, 2019
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I wonder if you are a native and speak like Worzel Gummidge as I do:))
I bloody love that accent. I was in the West Country last year and people in shops and pubs called me 'my lovely' with that accent it was amazing :-)
 
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I bloody love that accent. I was in the West Country last year and people in shops and pubs called me 'my lovely' with that accent it was amazing :-)

Proper job, The best part down here be the pasty's they are lush, just keep the emmits out and all is good down 'ere! :P
 
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Circlingthedrain

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Jan 2, 2020
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From good old Yorkshire
 
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new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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I am in Derbyshire. I am willing to travel to end my life.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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I have a few notes on various things, so PM me if you need a hand with locating something....

@Thereisnothing : I tried PMing you to see if you wanted a hand with anything, eg method/sourcing, so just reply if you do....
 
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