PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 640
I am thoroughly convinced these two beasts are the root of most of my suffering, or at least the reason I can't cope with anything at all. I was originally misdiagnosed with BPD but turns out C-PTSD has very similar symptoms and I was just claiming I didn't have trauma because that's the nature of the disease (shame) And also I blocked a lot out, lol.
I have tried so many meds, therapy, php programs and shit. Goddamn man I am TIRED of things getting better for a period of time then coming back with a fucking vengeance ten times worse.
I hate that I don't have a method ready to go, makes me more anxious.
I have tried so many meds, therapy, php programs and shit. Goddamn man I am TIRED of things getting better for a period of time then coming back with a fucking vengeance ten times worse.
I hate that I don't have a method ready to go, makes me more anxious.