![777puppy777](/data/avatars/l/98/98034.jpg?1724283476)
777puppy777
Scizoaffective, CPTSD
- Aug 21, 2024
- 16
For background I have CPTSD and a schzio disorder and depression. When it gets bad and everything begins to act up I cannot do basic things for the life of me or I will start to hallucinate uncontrollably and physical sensations and the voices just cheer my pain on. I've been trying to work overcoming this as it doesn't make my living situation comfortable at all. I may be unhappy with life and not want to be here but I wish I at least had the energy to take a shower, eat, keep things organized/clean daily.
It takes a lot of meditation and mental power to find the right mindset to do so. A lot of things have been piling up these past few weeks that I need to get done and man….I just can't.
It takes a lot of meditation and mental power to find the right mindset to do so. A lot of things have been piling up these past few weeks that I need to get done and man….I just can't.