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_Minsk
death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
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I miss my impulsiveness I had as kid. I hate this extreme rational mind, I overthink stuff so much that in the end I rarely do anything. In many cases doing nothing is the best option, at least when im already in a bad state of mind and in public/work where I have to keep my stuff together..
But when it comes to ctb its very annoying.
Whenever im drunk I feel like I have access to my true feelings for life. Im less inhibited and very drawn towards ctb. I totally love it for that reason.
Once I got my method, i will use the first impulsive state to pull trough.
Anyone else the same way?
But when it comes to ctb its very annoying.
Whenever im drunk I feel like I have access to my true feelings for life. Im less inhibited and very drawn towards ctb. I totally love it for that reason.
Once I got my method, i will use the first impulsive state to pull trough.
Anyone else the same way?
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