Discussion Anyone else getting addicted to the kick of survival instinct?

[HelloAllYouPeople]

I live everyday with the possibility of ctb so I keep my exercise rope in my room. On really bad days, I wrap the rope around my neck and survival instinct kicks in after a while. Calms me down instantly!!! I also feel a little happy for a while.

But lately I've been less afraid of the rope lmao. I have a bad feeling about this. It might cause some problems.

 

[Insomniac]

If you keep doing this, you'll develop some irreversible neck issues or other things like tinnitus

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

If you keep doing this, you'll develop some irreversible neck issues or other things like tinnitus

Ohhhh that explains the occassional tinnitus. Alright! Thanks for this

Gonna need me a new coping method lol. I cant ruin my big day

 

[HelloHell]

Interesting, I dont think I'm addicted to it. Quite the opposite actually, kick of SI usually only makes me mad, disappointed, and confused

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

Interesting, I dont think I'm addicted to it. Quite the opposite actually, kick of SI usually only makes me mad, disappointed, and confused

Huhh interesting. Maybe i just havent gone that far yet to be angry

 

[myopybyproxy]

the adrenaline rush is a doozy for sure. i like to put myself in what some would consider dangerous or risky situatons - makes me feel alive. for a few minutes i am not numb and insulated