I dont sleep at all well, haven't done since aged 6 when my abuse began. When I do nod off I don't seem to dream, just have nightmares (doesn't take long to have one either in sleep time)..................on occassion will start off as nice dream but always gores nasty. So get no peace of mind awake or when in land of nod.
Its 3.30 AM here and once again and up, gets me down and no wonder my physical health goes from bad to worse too, as never no chance to heal.
They are so varied and confusing too so couldn't even really express what they are actually about, if that makes sense.
I know alot is to do with my past and then bad things from adulthood also, but some my strong painkillers might be a factor too, with the mares.