Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
I go out like once a week and it always feels like my mind is imploding by day 6 and I start planning out my final day. Then I go out and my mind normalizes.
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Al_stargate
I was once a pretty angel
- Mar 4, 2022
- 819
Why don't you go out? I would love too. Haven't been out in like 2 years.
Ambivalent1
π΅ Be all, end all π΅
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
The longer I stay indoors the more I feel trapped inside. Also, I don't really have anywhere to go
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,795
twin size mattress
Member
- Oct 1, 2023
- 37
Sometimes that does happen to me. However other times going out has no effect. It's not consistent and i have no idea why.
VidFlumina
Mind shattered beyond repair
- Dec 14, 2023
- 39
Same. Not leaving the house for longer than a few days is oddly stressful. Maybe it's some kind of primordial FOMO? It's weird because nothing ever happens outside anyway.
Plus I also get a headache for some reason.Every day I wake up makes me more suicidal.
RemainingDubious
All of these lies are not worth fighting for
- Feb 18, 2024
- 373
i personally go out as little as possible. When i do go out my anxiety is ridiculously high and makes me feel so uncomfortable it prevents me from wanting to go back outside.
Dliena
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- Dec 22, 2023
- 1,888
Oh hell yes! That's why I've gone out more ofc I just feel like a caged animal but 10 years of room prison for me will prob do that.
Echo
Hell is empty and all the devils are here
- Dec 1, 2022
- 544
Other than work I tend to avoid going out. I'm a homebody and prefer being at home on my days off but I do find my mind is consumed by ctb thoughts as I'm not keeping busy. Work keeps me busy and I dont think I'd still be here without it.
marysfictionalworld
Member
- Jan 25, 2024
- 6
i have a walking route by my house that i try to complete at least once a week if i can. it is strange what details outside strike one over the course of years; it used to be the random bits of trash and detritus that'd get me thinking but now it's all the dogs that look at me - something about seeing them recognize me makes me feel the slightest bit less like a ghostSimilar threads
