I think the vast majority of society are part of what I call " the hive mind " . They all seem to be on the same, stupid, selfish, shallow wavelength. Im not saying Im better than anyone else, its just that " normal people " to me are like some kind of alien species. I have been a misfit and loner all my life and I have always had poor social skills and am not very good at reading people, and responding to social cues etc. To me social interactions are like a foreign code of some sort that I have trouble understanding, and i am always the odd one out in the room so to speak. People on this forum are among the very few in this world that I can truly relate to, and vice versa. It doesnt matter how much, or how little you have to say, or how well you say it, and nobody will judge you for it. Its all about being part of something unique and supportive, something that you will never get from the people outside, because they will never understand us. Its upsetting to know that you feel like this. Just writing a few words or a single sentence, or sending an emoji can mean more to someone than you can imagine. We all belong here, no matter how much or how little we have to say, or how well we say it. Just being here is enough.