seems like CTB is my only option I have no job prospects or academic and I'm in my mid 20s
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Hikikomori1
Experienced
- Mar 27, 2023
- 289
You can go to a job advisor or start college since you are still in your 20s if that's the only reason you want to complete ctb. I think you should only complete ctb if you just want to cease to exist and if you want to leave this world. I hope you make the decision best for you and I wish you all the best
MyLifeisHell
I'm in hell
- Jul 23, 2022
- 4,724
We all have a future.
It's just not one I like or want.
mapleboy
sleepy...
- May 22, 2023
- 91
I'm way too mentally ill to accomplish anything in life.
Vizzy
DEAD
- May 6, 2023
- 1,865
gar3z
★
- Feb 4, 2023
- 13
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,862
If I end up being trapped here for decades longer all that lies ahead is even more unnecessary suffering, I dread to think what lies ahead, existing truly is something hopeless, unappealing and futile, there's no point to being burdened by existence, it's something so harmful.
It's just so terrible how suicide is this difficult in this world, I hate how humans cannot easily free themselves from decades of meaningless torment and prevent all future problems, the only future that I could ever wish for no matter what is one where I don't exist.I'm aging. My health is failing. My finances are dwindling. My career opportunities are limited. Plus, I've suffered years of trauma that I cannot overcome. CTB has always been my future. So, I guess I do have one. Just not in this life.
Pidgeons_Sparrows
-flying rat
- Apr 16, 2023
- 625
i dont just FEEL like not having one, i DONT have one.
imissmykitten
heart rot
- May 7, 2023
- 71
yeah, pretty sure I don't have any. i'm too slow and generally inept. i'd be surprised if i even make it as far as getting hired in retailIm pretty sure that my future is going to be worse than what i endure now.
ggetout33
Just stuck here.
- Mar 3, 2023
- 197
I'm in my early 20s but I have very little job prospects and I shudder to imagine the state the world will be in a few decades. I don't see myself living past 40 tops.
CaliCatCharlie
Nature's Mockery
- May 28, 2021
- 73
I definitely have no future. I would've had one had my mom not neglected me so badly. CTB is the only way out.
numbnesshuman
People who get lost
- May 13, 2023
- 63
Yes. Feel like trapped and noone can get me out. I know opportunities are coming to me, but I lose my ability to catch them.
Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
I am 36, so basically I am living my future right now and it is failure
cherry2000
Member
- Mar 20, 2022
- 7
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,802
Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,802
And remember that it is for ever. The face will always be there to be stamped upon.
leftdreaming
I should’ve been a house cat
- Apr 28, 2023
- 170
Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
I wish I could see what becomes of humanity way into the future.
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,802
I wish I was prescient enough to give you a coherent answer as to what becomes of humanity.
Unfortunately, I am just living day to day. George Orwell certainly had his own ideas.
Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
I don't want to put in enormous amounts of effort to get back crumbs. Just nothing really appeals anymore other than just that- nothing. A decent future would take not only hard work but luck and I'm tired of it all.In the same boat as almost everyone here. I do hope that you guys believe it is mainly because the world sucks, not you.
The anhedonic one
Dead inside
- May 20, 2023
- 1,069
Absolutely no prospect of any kind of future for me whatsoever.
Broken mind, failing body, in poverty, and alone in the world.Similar threads
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