Venting anyone else feel like an absolute waste of space

[emptymiku]

my job is barely a job. i make almost no money. i'm a burden on all of my family and i'm way too lazy to do more with my time. i wish i could gain the courage to die.. having to live in this capitalistic hellscape makes me feel disgusted. i want to live in a world free of suffering, but society is too cruel to allow that. everybody hates each other too much. this is hell.

 

[Hunter2005]

Me, I honestly don't know what I'm doing here my life feels like torture.

 

[Spite]

Every day of my life. I can't wait to finally kill myself.

 

[Lesilorula]

I am too much of a pussy to ctb. Everyday the weight on my shoulders increases, and yet I still endure. Legalised euphanasia should be a right for all. Fck this world!

 

[majnun]

this is so me. I am a former gifted student, now pursuing law. The problem is my parents wanted me to be a doctor, but yeah... didn't happen. And they wanted me to go to a national law university.... again, didn't happen. I scraped by and got into a state run university, and while it's not bad, it's not what my parents wanted. Then, again, I'm not a good friend most of the times because my meds have numbed my feelings so much that I cannot be emotionally present when needed. My boyfriend left me a couple days ago,.citing reasons that I drink (except I do it to sleep better and not to get drunk), and that I have a lot of male friends, and so on... I couldn't make him stay.

I feel like a hopeless case.

 

[Pluto]

 

[krsm98]

although im still alive but i wonder if im rlly living ngl, just some zombie waiting for the moment it will die eventually or something. Idk why im still alive if most of what i do is waste oxygen and harm anything i ever get close to so im just some trash that needs disposal

 

[thelostautistic]

All the time

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

Not absolute but a waste

 

[lawlietsph]

I definitely feel this way, yes.
At the end of the day, everything we do is completely useless.
Maybe helping other people, animals and the planet do have some positive effects... But other than this, everything is just fucking useless in my opinion.

We all die, in 100 years all of us are going to be under the ground. Nothing matters...

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. A wasted life. Some potential. Ruined it though.

 

[princexhhn]

Remembering I exist and affect other people kills me inside!! I take up space in the world no matter what I do, I just want to stop already. I wish I was a better person but I'm not. I have no justification for the space I take in this world, I can't even stop hurting people close to me. I shouldn't exist at all