Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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I miss the decade of my youth. The present era is unfamiliar and uncomfortable.
I think the majority are computer programsYes, in the sense that I feel like I'm not human. The longer I live, the less I seem to understand humans. I can't begin to unravel how most people's minds work, they are so weird to me. So I no longer feel like one. I don't really feel the strange land part, the world is fine aethetically. Not too ugly where I live, lots of pretty areas on Earth. I just don't understand humans.
Exactly 100% thisI get what you mean, a thing I feel is that this decade is very artificial like, I look back at the 2000s or even early 2010s things and, stuff had soul back then, nowadays everything just feels fake and artificial and it's as if all the things that were fun died, as if we are really going into some dystopic plastic web 2.0 future you know.
Also, I'm soon turning 23 here, everything someone my age is supposed to have done or experienced, I haven't, and now it's too late, I've missed the window of opportunity of life, for some of us it has really never begun.
I mean, I won't lie that a bit of me wish I was born 10-20 years early so I could've had my teens/20s on a time that things were cool, and not right now (I basically missed my teens due to being ostracized for how I looked) but yeah, nowadays I truly believe you aren't missing out a lot.Exactly 100% this
You haven't missed anything by the way, there's nothing to miss in this existence.
Being a creature with organs and such is hard for me to grasp nowadays.Yes, in the sense that I feel like I'm not human. The longer I live, the less I seem to understand humans. I can't begin to unravel how most people's minds work, they are so weird to me. So I no longer feel like one. I don't really feel the strange land part, the world is fine aethetically. Not too ugly where I live, lots of pretty areas on Earth. I just don't understand humans.
23 is young. It's definitely not too late. And stop comparing yourself to others. Only compare yourself to you from yesterday.I get what you mean, a thing I feel is that this decade is very artificial like, I look back at the 2000s or even early 2010s things and, stuff had soul back then, nowadays everything just feels fake and artificial and it's as if all the things that were fun died, as if we are really going into some dystopic plastic web 2.0 future you know.
Also, I'm soon turning 23 here, everything someone my age is supposed to have done or experienced, I haven't, and now it's too late, I've missed the window of opportunity of life, for some of us it has really never begun.