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slamjoetry
Longs to be freed
- Apr 19, 2024
- 25
I recently met a girl who I think I really like, and we've gone on a couple dates so far, but I really don't know how I can keep going with it in good conscious. I'm an unstable freak and not even I know what the hell is gonna happen to me in the future. I feel so guilty getting involved with her like this. I don't think I deserve love and I don't think she deserves to deal with me. I really don't want her to fall in love with me and end up heartbroken when I end up dead, or homeless, or in a psych ward, or whatever happens to me since I'm such a nutcase. I'm afraid of making friends for the same reason. I really want to tell her and everyone else that they should all just forget about me before they get hurt. Does anyone else feel the same?