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Apr 17, 2023
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It's feeling less scary and more appropriate. Death really is perfect. No people, no thoughts, no stress, no expectations, etc. I'm realizing there's nothing in my future that I wish to see. There's nothing that I really want to do anymore. I feel I've completed my life. Anhedonia is kind of a blessing
 
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Apr 15, 2022
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I'm there with you. I've been OK with my thoughts about death for quite some time. There's nothing keeping me here any longer and I, also, have nothing to look forward to, nothing I want, or even need, to do anymore. Well, except tie up some loose ends in my life. Once that is finished, I'm out of here. I've seen enough of this place for a 1000 lifetimes.
 
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