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drained999

drained999

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Sep 16, 2021
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I moved back home briefly before I find a new apartment and I realised that things will never change. My family is still toxic and every second i'm here I want to kill myself.
 
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DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
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Sorry to hear that. I am very lucky to have kind and supportive family. But then again, I live on my own.
 
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Phosphorous 4

Phosphorous 4

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May 21, 2024
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You're exactly right. Things never change. People become estranged for legitimate reasons almost always, I have never regretted cutting my family out of my life. I'm sorry you had to experience the life drain again. :/
 
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You're exactly right. Things never change. People become estranged for legitimate reasons almost always, I have never regretted cutting my family out of my life. I'm sorry you had to experience the life drain again. :/
Yup. I was stupid enough to believe my mom's words that things in the house had changed. Before that I didn't talk to them for two years.
 
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quietism

quietism

We make our own wind
Feb 3, 2025
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Not sure if it counts, but I never knew my family. I found some vague contact info when I was around 18 but it just seemed like a bad idea to look for them so I didn't.

I had a very dear friend I used to call big sister, I wanted that family to last. But then I got cut off very suddenly after they did some very hurtful things to me. I still wish I can find a big sister in this world to look up to. ;_;
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
251
yeah, exactly. toxic, self-centered people. and no matter how hard I try, I cannot move from here. financially it's just not possible... they are the reason for all of my suffering to be honest
 
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