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anorexiakilledme

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Nov 26, 2025
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Hello, I just wanted to get some input from people here. I was recently diagnosed with depression, I had anorexia years ago too. I didn't fully develop because of anorexia, I was crushed when I realized, so much so that I deeply researched, found this site and bought SN, I came very close to drinking it. Can anyone else relate? I feel silly and stupid for this being the main "reason" (height) though I have the standard depression issues (Isolation, low self esteem, zero work ethic). It feels like becoming a NEET or killing myself are the only choices I got.
 
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jeyjey8d

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Mar 18, 2026
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I had anorexia in past but I'm boy. I hated my face so much that I did tattoos on my face year ago. But my reason for suicide is different
 
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