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- Jul 17, 2024
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I lack the courage to do anything. Even the simplest of things makes me nervous and hesitant.
Fear controls my life completely. All I do is sit still afraid of feeling any more pain. Completely paralyzed and powerless. Even in my nightmares I just stand still instead of fighting...
Even now that I finally have everything ready to go away for good, I still lack the courage to actually do it. It's so infuriating! I'm afraid to live AND I'm afraid to die. It's embarrassing... What a man I am.
Does anyone relate?
Fear controls my life completely. All I do is sit still afraid of feeling any more pain. Completely paralyzed and powerless. Even in my nightmares I just stand still instead of fighting...
Even now that I finally have everything ready to go away for good, I still lack the courage to actually do it. It's so infuriating! I'm afraid to live AND I'm afraid to die. It's embarrassing... What a man I am.
Does anyone relate?