Anybody know him?

[Mtilla]

Hi.... I had a very close friend that recommended this forum. He killed himself 230404 at Beachy Head. He didn't jump instead he took something at a hotel nearby and died in the hotel bed. He was 37 from Stockholm. I just wish I could read his threads here, font know what he was called. I paused our friendship because he hurt me some much before I was going to take ayahuasca. I knew that there was a chance he would kill himself if I was not there for him. Over a year passed and I found out he committed suicide. I feel so many emotions... jealousy, I feel dumb founded and dumped. Such a dumb feeling I feel is that he robbed me of the chance to agree on certain communications when he was Home integrated with his higher self so I could find out what I need.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least now your friend cannot suffer anymore, I certainly envy those who are finally free. Rest in peace.

 

[LittleJem]

2004? I don't know when this forum began, did it exist then?
how was your ayahuasca OP? sorry for your loss and RIP your friend

 

[Readytogo246]

Now there is peace for your friend.

 

[cami]

i'm sorry for your loss my love.

 

[loopdaloop]

2004? I don't know when this forum began, did it exist then?
how was your ayahuasca OP? sorry for your loss and RIP your friend

Maybe the text is reversed and they meant - 4th of April 2023

 

[All-Dead-Y]

I don't lurk enough to know of anyone who would fit that exact description, but here's a search query to use as a starting point in your search.

 

[Unattainable666]

2004? I don't know when this forum began, did it exist then?
how was your ayahuasca OP? sorry for your loss and RIP your friend

The date appears to be April 4, 2023????

 

[LittleJem]

The date appears to be April 4, 2023????

I'm UK, so didn't spot that but am sure you are correct as it makes more sense