Anybody every have moments of clarity?

[PatKat]

Just wonder if anyone else sometimes for a very brief moment feel like everything is going to be okay. Then life hits you in the face and you are still in it. :( sad moments...

 

[throwaway123]

Sometimes I see my life as it really is and who I really am. A pathetic loser. That gives me peace and comfort. Knowing that CTB is my only way out. I only wish that I had a peaceful method.

 

[Miss clefable]

No I really don't only clarity is when I die

 

[Anarchy]

Yeah, I do sometimes. I feel excited about planning my death quite a lot of the time, but then there are times in which I think that I could stick it out, write some books, make some money from it and live in my own place. But each day is so long and hard to bear. The idea of death is comforting.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Yes usually when I've used drugs.

 

[lostinthedream]

Just wonder if anyone else sometimes for a very brief moment feel like everything is going to be okay. Then life hits you in the face and you are still in it. :( sad moments...

Yes indeed especially when 1st awakening.. I go to sleep and hope that'll be it.. I pray for release every night but for some reason I am still .. here

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Not sure what you mean by clarity, for me it's not
wanting to suffer in this hopeless trap for 60 more years.

 

[skitliv]

I don't know what you mean by clarity but for me is seeing the world for what it is and realising the only course of action has to be ctb

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I have clarity so regularly, sometimes I question why I even use this site. I'm quietly clinging on to the comfort of coming here and contemplating death.