Venting Anybody else just want to die of sadness ?

[Painless_end]

I wouldn't mind just dying right now. Although I would want it to be as painless as possible.

I'm afraid to wish for death without using the word "painless" because I don't want to get smashed by a car tomorrow and die painfully.

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

 

[emgrl]

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

Me neither. Forever sleep sounds so amazing right now.

 

[lachrymost]

I wish it wasn't possible for things to get this bad, because you'd just self-destruct before then. At least it's a thing to die from Broken Heart Syndrome.

 

[Saturn's Rings]

I wouldn't mind just dying right now. Although I would want it to be as painless as possible.

I'm afraid to wish for death without using the word "painless" because I don't want to get smashed by a car tomorrow and die painfully.

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

I feel exactly like this...!!

 

[FuneralCry]

If only leaving this world is that straightforward, but unfortunately that is not the reality. Even know we want to die, the human body is programmed to survive. For me, it would be the best thing possible to be permanently free from all suffering. Everything in this world feels pointless and tiring to me, there is nothing here in this world for me. Simply just existing makes the thought of eternal sleep sound incredibly appealing.

 

[Cunanan77]

I understand sadness melancholia and depression, it's rare i even feel but when i let myself in i lose control. I almost never cry, i'm stoïc, but it's a veneer, i'm very tense, anxious i want peace. I was suicidal not atm. But still very sad and anxious.

 

[outrider567]

I wish it wasn't possible for things to get this bad, because you'd just self-destruct before then. At least it's a thing to die from Broken Heart Syndrome.

Broken Heart Syndrome--Still broken here

I wouldn't mind just dying right now. Although I would want it to be as painless as possible.

I'm afraid to wish for death without using the word "painless" because I don't want to get smashed by a car tomorrow and die painfully.

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

Pure sadness, and emptiness from loss

 

[lifeisadream]

I wouldn't mind just dying right now. Although I would want it to be as painless as possible.

I'm afraid to wish for death without using the word "painless" because I don't want to get smashed by a car tomorrow and die painfully.

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

Feel for you as it's what I wish for too. Why can't there just be a single tiny little pill you can purchase from the chemist for the price of a coffee. 100% successful & off to permanent sleep you go. Magical.

Back in the real world....painful, traumatic or just plain awful methods to ctb.

Please do always add "painless" before your death wish. I have visions of the deaths from the Final Destination films.

 

[Saturn's Rings]

Broken Heart Syndrome--Still broken here

Pure sadness, and emptiness from loss

Empathise with you. Same.

 

[actual_fox]

I wish It was nature's kill switch. It would be so good to have this.

 

[On Replay]

My sadness is the only thing that's never left me in my life. I'd love to just find a corner and fall asleep and stay asleep. Away from everyone and everything that could hurt me more. Drifting away into death and the finality of it. Just nothingness.

 

[gonecountry]

I wouldn't mind just dying right now. Although I would want it to be as painless as possible.

I'm afraid to wish for death without using the word "painless" because I don't want to get smashed by a car tomorrow and die painfully.

But as things stand, I wouldn't mind being dead right now from pure sadness. Just giving up and not breathing ever again.

I feel this so deep right now. I keep reminding myself of my children, and how desperately I love them and the devastating effect I know this will have on them, but I find myself constantly justifying my death by telling myself they deserve better than the mother I have become. I know I need help, but I'm at the point I don't want it, so I know I would just end up resenting it, as I have with anyone who has shown the slightest interest in helping. I feel you, you're not alone.

 

[Lost Magic]

I am already dead from sadness. Now, I just need to get rid of the physical part of me.

 

[CTB Dream]

It sad all going die sadness ,all life concept mean lose keep lose it all sad sad, not only thing life Aldo lose self lose everything how not sad see move time die slow now injury damage veg, need leave, life sad terrible awful

 

[Forever Sleep]

When I was young, I used to hope I could just will myself to die. It was recent bereavement at that point. I used to cry until my heart hurt. It's starting to feel as bad as that again now.

It's frustration too. The brain is so powerful- it seems like we SHOULD be able to will ourselves to die. I suppose the more primal parts of our brains that instinctively and stupidly want to live are stronger though. You'd think there'd also be better communication between the various parts of our brains- just decide to stop breathing.

 

[sleeps]

god how i wish the sadness would kill me. that the biological processes that sustain life and give rise to my consciousness would just give the fuck up. what's the point when its all pain and misery?

the body's unrelenting effort to keep itself alive is disgusting to me.

 

[September5th]

Man, I would've already be dead

 

[help56]

Yes .

god how i wish the sadness would kill me. that the biological processes that sustain life and give rise to my consciousness would just give the fuck up. what's the point when its all pain and misery?

the body's unrelenting effort to keep itself alive is disgusting to me.

This is exactly how I feel. I want out

Man, I would've already be deadSane here empty

 

[EnnuiCat]

If sadness alone could end me I'd have died a thousand times over by now.

 

[Nikki2020]

yes i cry all day everyday. the pain is unbearable.

 

[Sad_Sack]

I've cried 2 times today. Sadness is slowly killing me but its nowhere near fast enough. I try and will myself to die every time I go to bed. I hope so badly something will just freaking kill me. I don't even care what. Today has been extra bad. I can't do this much longer.

 

[Brianiskillingme]

I want to die because of sadness. My love of my life died in 2015 and I miss him so. I tried to move on and met Brian who was an abusive narccissist. He was slowly killing me with abuse, cheating, lying, games. We finally ended our relationSHIT in July. He hurt an already wounded widow, my desire to die is more so since he abused me. I feel like I want to just be safe with my hubby, where ever he may be.

 

[akirat9]

@FuneralCry
カダージュの性質に似ているように見えます。フロントエンドの感情や潜在的な物悲しさのようなものがある。もしかしたら、私もこの感情を理解できるかもしれない。

 

[Jupit3rs]

Dying of sadness... i would be dead already, if it was possible...
Sounds right for me, nobody would be surprised either

 

[SarRy]

It's a sad fact to face that even the grave gives no warm embrace.

 

[help56]

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I want to die because of sadness. My love of my life died in 2015 and I miss him so. I tried to move on and met Brian who was an abusive narccissist. He was slowly killing me with abuse, cheating, lying, games. We finally ended our relationSHIT in July. He hurt an already wounded widow, my desire to die is more so since he abused me. I feel like I want to just be safe with my hubby, where ever he may be.

really sorry . Have a similar situation except it's a bit different

 

[help56]

Can someone please help me with uk places to buy SN ? Please . Thank you

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes

 

[watchingthewheels]

Yes.