anybody else get discouraged when you have no friends to talk to

[Willdieby30]

why the fuck am i here.

 

[Caspers]

The only people I can freely talk to are two members from SS. I've found being on here has made me a little less lonely

 

[Squiddy]

Yup. I feel incredibly lonely at times since most of my irl friends are busy most times. I try to use my time by being here, listening to music, scrolling through Reddit and watching anime. Though I admit it is a bit annoying when most friends are "busy" yet I see them posting on Facebook.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Yup.

 

[stygal]

I've never really (besides my partners when I was in a relationship and not even then 100 %) had a friend irl whom I could tell everything that's going on inside my head.
That bothered me when I was younger now I'm used to it.
Most people seem so different to me and preoccupied with insignificant stuff I don't give a shit about.

 

[DeathBySuicide]

I have a few friends, but only one who I can open up to and talk to without worrying about social anxiety. I find it easy to talk to people on here though, for reasons unbeknownst to me

 

[Willdieby30]

I've never really (besides my partners when I was in a relationship and not even then 100 %) had a friend irl whom I could tell everything that's going on inside my head.
That bothered me when I was younger now I'm used to it.
Most people seem so different to me and preoccupied with insignificant stuff I don't give a shit about.

i fall in love with someone every so often, and after a week or so, the flame goes out it seems, and i lose my mind. i need to die

 

[Antigonish]

Yes and know. Sometimes talking to people depresses me other times I depress them.

 

[Willdieby30]

Yes and know. Sometimes talking to people depresses me other times I depress them.

i lost a friend recently who said outright i depress them and they dont want to talk to me. lol and i used to get told to not worry about telling the truth about myself. i need to die

 

[Antigonish]

i lost a friend recently who said outright i depress them and they dont want to talk to me. lol and i used to get told to not worry about telling the truth about myself. i need to die

That's how it always is for me. When ever I start saying what's on my mind people begin to hate me or think to much. It's like I'm a vampire or a zombie munching on brains. But yeah life be better if I never existed. I wish my mom would've got an abortion or took birth control.

 

[MBY85]

Yes I fell really alone, I had some people in my life but they left. Maybe they ended sick of me being disabled and depressed

 

[Willdieby30]

That's how it always is for me. When ever I start saying what's on my mind people begin to hate me or think to much. It's like I'm a vampire or a zombie munching on brains. But yeah life be better if I never existed. I wish my mom would've got an abortion or took birth control.

i am waiting for this new relationship i am in to end. maybe it won't, chances are it will.

my mom had a c-section because i tied the umbilical cord around my neck. i wish she didn't

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

Yes I fell really alone, I had some people in my life but they left. Maybe they ended sick of me being disabled and depressed

This is my situation too. People always disappear from my life if I even open up to them just a little bit. It's happened so many times but every time still hurts as much. Even if I don't open up to them much at all verbally, once they discover or realize just how physically a mess I am (which means I'm not someone who a) has a job and has money to go do things; and b) I am basically housebound) they disappear. No matter what these people claim about "caring"...they DON'T. Apparently no one wants to deal with a person with mental illness and/or chronic physical illness or disabilities. It hurts. Sorry I'm not 'good enough' for you assholes (meaning those 'friends' who have disappeared on me). :(

 

[Willdieby30]

This is my situation too. People always disappear from my life if I even open up to them just a little bit. It's happened so many times but every time still hurts as much. Even if I don't open up to them much at all verbally, once they discover or realize just how physically a mess I am (which means I'm not someone who a) has a job and has money to go do things; and b) I am basically housebound) they disappear. No matter what these people claim about "caring"...they DON'T. Apparently no one wants to deal with a person with mental illness and/or chronic physical illness or disabilities. It hurts. Sorry I'm not 'good enough' for you assholes (meaning those 'friends' who have disappeared on me). :(

it's like life itself is a stigma. i can admit i'm not good enough to live it successfully, but yet i get stigmatized further for that?

 

[Antigonish]

it's like life itself is a stigma. i can admit i'm not good enough to live it successfully, but yet i get stigmatized further for that?

Gotta hate the stigma

 

[demuic]

it's like life itself is a stigma. i can admit i'm not good enough to live it successfully, but yet i get stigmatized further for that?

Very true... I don't belong in this world and don't want to, I'm not someone who can work the daily grind, yet they won't let me leave.

 

[Antigonish]

Very true... I don't belong in this world and don't want to, I'm not someone who can work the daily grind, yet they won't let me leave.

You do belong. You just have to find your tribe. A place to fit in. Instead of trying to fit in with people nothing like you.

 

[Willdieby30]

You do belong. You just have to find your tribe. A place to fit in. Instead of trying to fit in with people nothing like you.

i am pretty sure that i dont belong. everything that hasn't ended in failure, is tough and not funded

Very true... I don't belong in this world and don't want to, I'm not someone who can work the daily grind, yet they won't let me leave.

i relate, well put

 

[Antigonish]

i am pretty sure that i dont belong. everything that hasn't ended in failure, is tough and not funded

i relate, well put

Fundings are hard, both metaphysically and metaphorically

 

[Fizz]

I take a lot of comfort in dark humour on this topic and the memes are great for putting distance between my feelings and the reality of depression., Not having someone to share it with can be very lonely though.

 

[Willdieby30]

I take a lot of comfort in dark humour on this topic and the memes are great for putting distance between my feelings and the reality of depression., Not having someone to share it with can be very lonely though.

yeah, there isnt a lot of sharing

 

[Lotus]

Yes, I don't know what I would do without this community. I feel kinda lucky in that way, since there is always someone here to talk to and most people here are so lovely and kind. But of course, I would like to have some close friends irl. Sadly, I guess I'm not a very likable person. I try, but when I do that it's just not me, and why bother doing that.

 

[WornOutLife]

At first, I did.
Now, I don't give a sh*t! I find love and friendships pointless although I do recognize that having people who support you (for real) helps a lot.

 

[Willdieby30]

At first, I did.
Now, I don't give a sh*t! I find love and friendships pointless although I do recognize that having people who support you (for real) helps a lot.

im really lonely. i make friends, and they seem uninterested eventually

 

[Symbiote]

You are all my friends and you help me get through the day. This is the only place where my wife doesn't have access to or sees what I talk about in here.

 

[Willdieby30]

You are all my friends and you help me get through the day. This is the only place where my wife doesn't have access to or sees what I talk about in here.

i am glad you find solace somewhere