mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
Anyone of yo' really drunk or high at the moment! I wish you enjoy it cause this life pure shit!

Celebrate you're drunk and don't give a dam... about anything right now lol

This is the first time since october that I have a drink and I dedicate to you all!!!

Sorry if this post has no sense at all, probably it will totally be ignored!

Peace to all.. Eternal peace!
Thanks Go back, love to you too!


Also I'm not pro drugs but if you feel like it, to each their own. Don't consume anything else than alcohol if you can't, really low amount only.
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
God, I miss drinking. I was never drunk-drunk but boy did I love to numb the end of the day with a pretty constant flow of wine. Sigh, I'm too sick now. Good for you. Cheers!
 
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mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
Thanks this is the first time in 5 , almost 6 month I enjoy myself and I'm on medication that does not do anything at all...

Please, don't get drunk if you are on medication it will do you no good at all... it just feel good for a few hours, not enough!
 
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Thanks this is the first time in 5 , almost 6 month I enjoy myself and I'm on medication that does not do anything at all...

Please, don't get drunk if you are on medication it will do you no good at all... it just feel good for a few hours, not enough!
You are right there. I miss the booze.
 
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Qbert

Qbert

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2019
456
I used to drink to forget...I miss it.
 
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mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
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ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

Experienced
Apr 18, 2020
237
Drinking is my favourite thing but it's the also the main reason why I want to CTB. I've made to many drunken mistakes.
 
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mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
I know I'm worhtless
Drinking is my favourite thing but it's the also the main reason why I want to CTB. I've made to many drunken mistakes.
Sorry for you. Not my reason. I have others.
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
Oh I wish I were drunk right now. I'm also a binge eater though so I drink on a Friday night, hungover on Saturday and then want to binge eat the rest of the week. I don't binge eat every day, but most days out of the week. If I didn't then I'd be drinking every second night. I wouldn't consider myself alcohol dependent, just dependent on anything that fills the void, no matter how temporary.
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

Experienced
Jun 27, 2019
274
I've been drinking today on a very empty stomach. Thought it might help me ctb but I'm just really tired now :notsure:
 
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Conan

Conan

Member
Mar 16, 2020
6
I've been drinking half a bottle of jack and some beers everyday for a while now, and unfortunately it never made me feel better or anything plus it gets expensive.
Every time I got drunk I wish I didn't, I feel like shit and can't wait to be sober again, but I still drink everyday out of sheer boredom
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
Working on it.:tongue:
 
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SunInTheShade9

SunInTheShade9

Just want to go home ❤
May 21, 2020
43
Being drunk seems to be the only way I can survive in life. Cheers, please be safe, xx
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Yes! It does not help in the long term though. I just feel horrible and anxious the next day. :(
 
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SunInTheShade9

SunInTheShade9

Just want to go home ❤
May 21, 2020
43
Yes! It does not help in the long term though. I just feel horrible and anxious the next day. :(
That's the double edged sword about it, isn't it? I wish I could take the pain away from everyone here. It breaks my heart.
I'm not condoning drinking, however for me, the benefits out way the negatives.
It's numbs you in the moments you need something to numb you. But the aftermath...
Lots of love and support. Xx
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I would love to smoke some weed now. It helps me with my mental health. It's been a while since I smoked my last dose. Have to live on my own now, no meds against anxiety, depression - only nicotine and caffeine. Alcohol makes things worse, makes me very sensitive after it stops working but in combination is not that bad.
 
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SunInTheShade9

SunInTheShade9

Just want to go home ❤
May 21, 2020
43
I would love to smoke some weed now. It helps me with my mental health. It's been a while since I smoked my last dose. Have to live on my own now, no meds against anxiety, depression - only nicotine and caffeine. Alcohol makes things worse, makes me very sensitive after it stops working but in combination is not that bad.
Marijuana brings my PTSD up to the surface in the worst way.
But then again, Alcohol has the worst after effect.
Can't win I suppose.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
I wish I could drink like I used to.
From 21 to 40 I was drunk. Pretty much all the time.
When I hit 40 my physiology changed, practically overnight.
Now it's 4 beers and I just fall asleep.
 
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irreversibledamage

Member
May 23, 2020
17
Drank a lot today, I'm not used to it, my head is starting to hurt, I'm not feeling very well.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
Anyone of yo' really drunk or high at the moment! I wish you enjoy it cause this life pure shit!

Celebrate you're drunk and don't give a dam... about anything right now lol

This is the first time since october that I have a drink and I dedicate to you all!!!

Sorry if this post has no sense at all, probably it will totally be ignored!

Peace to all.. Eternal peace!
Thanks Go back, love to you too!


Also I'm not pro drugs but if you feel like it, to each their own. Don't consume anything else than alcohol if you can't, really low amount only.
I am freaking drunk daily on beers and smoke. I drink a case of 7fl. Ounces of corn it's daily; the boxes are piling ng up in my living room. The great French poet Charles Baudelaire wrote a poem entitled "Get Drunk!". Your celebration of drunkenness remind me of that prose poem. To you, dear friend, with all my blessings!!
Typo: read "coronita", not corn.
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
I am normally found wondering round the forums drunk as shit, not giving a damn, last seen on Friday, that soulless_angel doesn't know when to shut up though,
into my 4th day of not drinking, ain't gonna last though, drink makes me happy, I am told it makes me more easily upset over stuff, that person doesn't realise that its only because I am a more mouthy bitch when drunk and get myself in more trouble! :pfff: :pfff:
 
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DyslexicForeigner

Student
Dec 27, 2018
135
Anyone of yo' really drunk or high at the moment! I wish you enjoy it cause this life pure shit!

Celebrate you're drunk and don't give a dam... about anything right now lol

This is the first time since october that I have a drink and I dedicate to you all!!!

Sorry if this post has no sense at all, probably it will totally be ignored!

Peace to all.. Eternal peace!
Thanks Go back, love to you too!


Also I'm not pro drugs but if you feel like it, to each their own. Don't consume anything else than alcohol if you can't, really low amount only.

Cheers to you bro!
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
I smoke weed but only one a day. It's a hit or miss
Alcohol doesn't help at all and I feel sick.
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
Heeey, Im perpetually drunk now too!
Just woke up after embarassing myself publicly on the ss chat and sleeping for 28 hours, about to head to the store for more booze
Doesnt help that Im a freaking lightweight now, out after 2 100 ml flasks of fruit flavoured vodka.
At least when Im properly intoxicated I dont think about my head spinning, sounds being too loud, my shit parents and when should I jump off a bridge :'D
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
I want to get super drunk tonight, the only problem is the hangover tomorrow. I get awful hangovers. However being drunk makes me feel better
 
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Cheers!

Sometimes for me a good hangover is even better than the drinking session itself..
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
Cheers!

Sometimes for me a good hangover is even better than the drinking session itself..

:pfff: I wish I knew what you meant by that, my hangovers are awful. They do take away the depression though! I'm too focused on the physical pain I'm experiencing. I reckon I'll get on it tomorrow night! What do you like to drink? I typically drink Prosecco or some kind of cheep fizzy white or rose wine. I also like drinks with vodka in them, flavoured gin etc but For easiness when I'm drinking at home I tend to get the fizzy wine.
 
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
:pfff: I wish I knew what you meant by that, my hangovers are awful. They do take away the depression though! I'm too focused on the physical pain I'm experiencing. I reckon I'll get on it tomorrow night! What do you like to drink? I typically drink Prosecco or some kind of cheep fizzy white or rose wine. I also like drinks with vodka in them, flavoured gin etc but For easiness when I'm drinking at home I tend to get the fizzy wine.
I don't know maybe the spychology is the same as self-harming. Lager and red wine atm.
 
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