Any reliable combos with ctb?

[user1912012]

I'm pretty sure I want to do hanging. I'm a high school student that's about to graduate, so I feel like buying gas would ring suspicion. I live in Thailand, and I got antidepressant meds that make you really really sleepy and tired, maybe that could help? Since the meds don't take effect immediately so my SI wouldn't rise I don't think? I really really want to get it the first try so I want a (hopefully possible) unsuspicious, peaceful, and quiet way to go wince I'll be doing it in my bedroom. Another thing is that my dad doesn't question me whenever I buy crypto, so I have freedom to go on the black market and order anything I want that's under $100, so any suggestions on reliable sellers that can ship to my area would be great as well, if I can even afford anything.

I have 2-3 months to plan for my perfect timing window and wait if I want anything shipped, so I'm good on time.
I found this site for Nembutal: http://wy5euy7j7zayx6xpgzczqdvidl7d...esearch-chemicals/buy-nembutal-powder-online/

 

[ermurazor]

I doubt that your antidepressants will work against SI. Maybe do some more Research in the forum.
Anyway, best wishes!

 

[AllMyDreams]

I respect your decision, but I will also let you know that as a high school student there is still a lot of time/potential for your brain to stabilize as you get older. There are still many new ideas, people and ways of life that you will be exposed to in future. Also, if you haven't been to therapy before, I recommend you try it before CTBing.

If you have any second thoughts, or want to talk to someone about anything, feel free to send me a message.

Also there are many N scams out there apparently so be careful of those.