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deepsweetdiver

deepsweetdiver

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Dec 10, 2024
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Wooo...guess I'm at the tipping point where the pain is stronger than the reason to stay. I'd chow down some lead this second if I could, but sadly I'm at my mother's house right now and will stay for over 2 weeks.

I know its cruel, but I literally can not leave this house (mom is sick and is almost on her way out of life) and have none of my supplies that I was going to use for my plan (gun or rope), so are there any really simple- preferably peaceful- methods that could be done at the average suburban house? I have no guns, no N or SN, no nothing. I want it to be something edgy 12 year old me could do in an hour because I felt like it. If anything I might try and suffocate like I attempted before but who knows.

Thanks for any replies. I'm beyond saving and all I need right now is a way out.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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It's not advisable to rush through an attempt, it should be attempted and planned whatever it is. You don't need rope for a hanging, but I would research further for how to successfully complete the method with what you have. This wouldn't be at the house, but if there is somewhere high enough near you then you could consider jumping. But if you literally cannot leave then you will find it difficult to achieve. I would highly recommend waiting these couple of weeks and actually pursue something you can plan that will be reliable. There aren't exactly quick spur of the moment methods that are effective or recommended.
 
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deepsweetdiver

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Dec 10, 2024
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It's not advisable to rush through an attempt, it should be attempted and planned whatever it is. You don't need rope for a hanging, but I would research further for how to successfully complete the method with what you have. This wouldn't be at the house, but if there is somewhere high enough near you then you could consider jumping. But if you literally cannot leave then you will find it difficult to achieve. I would highly recommend waiting these couple of weeks and actually pursue something you can plan that will be reliable. There aren't exactly quick spur of the moment methods that are effective or recommended.
Oh yeah I get what you mean, I think I'm just terrible at phrasing things. There's not really any methods where you can carry it out whenever you feel like it, I meant ones that are simple or don't require much to carry out, like a gun which I don't have. I was considering jumping but I have no idea where to find a tall enough building besides driving an hour to a beach building, but most of them you need keycards. Thanks for the info though!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish, I wish there's the option to just choose to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, it'd be such a relief for me if I could have that. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for.
 
Alo the obvi alien

Alo the obvi alien

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Jun 20, 2023
252
Are you 12 or do you want 12yo you to somehow be satisfied with the option because of trauma??
 

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