KuriGohan&Kamehameha
想死不能 - 想活不能
- Nov 23, 2020
- 1,718
I have had horrible experiences with both psychiatrists and psychologists, most of these people are incredibly ignorant about PTSD especially if it is complex and brought about by multiple traumatic events.
I find most types of therapy were useless if not damaging to my already fragile state of existence. Especially CBT and Applied Behavioral Analysis. I have taken pretty much every class of psychiatric medication except MAOIs, including things like propranolol and buspar, and I have also used LSD and Mushrooms in an attempt to combat ptsd.
Also, I read The Body Keeps The Score, but it was not very useful to me because once again it was touting talk therapy. I found out the author is an abuser himself who treated his staff horribly, so his work does not have as much credibility in my mind now as it once did.
I am looking for real, physical treatments that can help with ptsd symptoms. My ptsd has completely destroyed my sexuality because all I can think about is the medical staff who abused me, it is all I can envision during intimacy and the worst part is my body physically seems to like this and I cannot enjoy anything else. I really need to get rid of this symtom specifically because I feel disgusting and gross. What would help me with that? I have considered MDMA but it is hard to find.
I find most types of therapy were useless if not damaging to my already fragile state of existence. Especially CBT and Applied Behavioral Analysis. I have taken pretty much every class of psychiatric medication except MAOIs, including things like propranolol and buspar, and I have also used LSD and Mushrooms in an attempt to combat ptsd.
Also, I read The Body Keeps The Score, but it was not very useful to me because once again it was touting talk therapy. I found out the author is an abuser himself who treated his staff horribly, so his work does not have as much credibility in my mind now as it once did.
I am looking for real, physical treatments that can help with ptsd symptoms. My ptsd has completely destroyed my sexuality because all I can think about is the medical staff who abused me, it is all I can envision during intimacy and the worst part is my body physically seems to like this and I cannot enjoy anything else. I really need to get rid of this symtom specifically because I feel disgusting and gross. What would help me with that? I have considered MDMA but it is hard to find.