Help Any painless way an 18 year old who lives with his parents can die?

[TheCuriousityDude]

So far, I've tried suicide a couple of different ways: jumping off a third story apartment building, hanging myself with a belt, tying a bag around my head, drowning myself in the bath tub, and cutting my neck with a knife. But during all of these ways, I gave up. I couldn't bring myself to actually jump, I couldn't stand the pain of the belt around my neck, I'd rip off the plastic bag, I'd rise up again in the bath tub, and I'd stop as soon as the knife touched my skin. Another technique I've been thinking up of is a hair dryer and bath tub, but I'm afraid that'll not actually kill me and just ruin the hair dryer.

As for why I wanna die, I've been suffering from major depressive disorder my whole life, and literally nothing makes me happy. And I've figured living just isn't worth it.

Since I live with my parents and don't have a job or access to proper weapons suicide is difficult, but I'm wondering if there is a way.

 

[Living sucks]

So far, I've tried suicide a couple of different ways: jumping off a third story apartment building, hanging myself with a belt, tying a bag around my head, drowning myself in the bath tub, and cutting my neck with a knife. But during all of these ways, I gave up. I couldn't bring myself to actually jump, I couldn't stand the pain of the belt around my neck, I'd rip off the plastic bag, I'd rise up again in the bath tub, and I'd stop as soon as the knife touched my skin.

Has it occurred to you that maybe you stop bcuz you really don't want to die? That you're not capable?

 

[Mr2005]

So far, I've tried suicide a couple of different ways: jumping off a third story apartment building, hanging myself with a belt, tying a bag around my head, drowning myself in the bath tub, and cutting my neck with a knife. But during all of these ways, I gave up. I couldn't bring myself to actually jump, I couldn't stand the pain of the belt around my neck, I'd rip off the plastic bag, I'd rise up again in the bath tub, and I'd stop as soon as the knife touched my skin. Another technique I've been thinking up of is a hair dryer and bath tub, but I'm afraid that'll not actually kill me and just ruin the hair dryer.

As for why I wanna die, I've been suffering from major depressive disorder my whole life, and literally nothing makes me happy. And I've figured living just isn't worth it.

Since I live with my parents and don't have a job or access to proper weapons suicide is difficult, but I'm wondering if there is a way.

Your whole life started when I left school. Things have certainly taken a nosedive. Maybe there's nothing wrong with you, maybe it's the world. You won't know if you don't get out of there and give it a chance. I'd love to be your age again. Instead of moving out I moved in with my dad and that was a death sentence.

 

[moonandstars]

Your whole life started when I left school. Things have certainly taken a nosedive. Maybe there's nothing wrong with you, maybe it's the world. You won't know if you don't get out of there and give it a chance. I'd love to be your age again. Instead of moving out I moved in with my dad and that was a death sentence.

i have an i can't deal with the past no more i really can't sorry to sound like i'm an attention seeker

 

[Ardesevent]

I wouldn't recommend using the hair dryer unless you have no other options, electrocution can be extremely painful and leave you with severe burns everywhere if it fails.
Even though you tried it already, hanging's a go-to method on here, it's almost painless if you position it right, and prepare everything correctly.
But there's a lot of new opportunities out there for people our age. This is hypocritical of me, but you might want to try out getting a part-time job or university before you go.

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry you're in such pain. I don't think there are truly painless methods in most cases, with the exception of Nembutal or fent. You sound desperate to ctb, so I advise you to take some time to think about things thoroughly before taking any action. I wish you the best

 

[akrasia]

There are many methods under resources. Remember to plan carefully and take some time to think things through. Maybe a part of you want to give life another try. It doesn't have to end like this.

 

[nigelhernandez]

Sorry but the hair dryer method will NOT work. The reason for that is because all modern houses are designed to trip the circuit breaker when an electric device comes in contact with water to prevent electrocution or fire. If you want to die through electrocution you can try the HV capacitor in a microwave. It's at the bottom left of all microwaves.

It contains 2300 volts and if touched, should cause fibrillation in your heart

 

[lonelygirl66]

I think it's the Amps that kill you and not the voltage.

Houses are 240 volts Ac with around 10 Amps unlike Dc which is from 12 volts and can be around 100 Amps.