TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
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I dare to call myself a musician, though I'm not a professional. I play multiple instruments, and since I can't decide which one to focus one, I'm destined to play them at an average level.
The thing is that depression has killed music for me. I do play, but it's not that exciting or anything. I just do it. Sometimes I get caught in the moment and it's good. But when I listen to music, it's worse. It doesn't bring out any emotional response whatsoever. It just is there, and I hate that. I'd like to compose about depression or similar subjects, I've tried, but it's too enormous of a task.
So, what's your relationship with music like?
The thing is that depression has killed music for me. I do play, but it's not that exciting or anything. I just do it. Sometimes I get caught in the moment and it's good. But when I listen to music, it's worse. It doesn't bring out any emotional response whatsoever. It just is there, and I hate that. I'd like to compose about depression or similar subjects, I've tried, but it's too enormous of a task.
So, what's your relationship with music like?