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krov

krov

ah...I want to disappear...
Feb 16, 2026
11
Wanted to know, connect and tell me how ur gonna ctb
someone??
 
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heiwa2

heiwa2

Member
Mar 16, 2026
37
Hi, iam indian. iam currently unable to get the access to the methods I want to do and the other methods just look too brutal so I still haven't figured it out how to ctb. My dream ctb would be by inert gas method or anesthesia drugs like fentanyl but I can't do that. I can think of SN working out but that would only be possible if iam able to get antiemetics.
 
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notapartyboy

Member
May 20, 2025
5
Yes my boy. I'm from Delhi.
I was here to find a method to get a better noose method than canadian noose thing but it needs constant tension. I want to die lying down otherwise family will put me down plus the level of suffering is just better when I lose my breath 1 but at a time.
 
Zura

Zura

WhenLife?
Jan 26, 2026
43
hi fellow indian here as for how i will ctb if i will ctb i havent decided it yet
also cool pfp btw gurren lagann was amazing
 
krov

krov

ah...I want to disappear...
Feb 16, 2026
11
hi fellow indian here as for how i will ctb if i will ctb i havent decided it yet
also cool pfp btw gurren lagann was amazing
ty man
Hi, iam indian. iam currently unable to get the access to the methods I want to do and the other methods just look too brutal so I still haven't figured it out how to ctb. My dream ctb would be by inert gas method or anesthesia drugs like fentanyl but I can't do that. I can think of SN working out but that would only be possible if iam able to get antiemetics.
do u mind if i dm you? to talk abt methods and stuff
Yes my boy. I'm from Delhi.
I was here to find a method to get a better noose method than canadian noose thing but it needs constant tension. I want to die lying down otherwise family will put me down plus the level of suffering is just better when I lose my breath 1 but at a time.
do u mind if i dm you? to talk abt methods and stuff
 
somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
163
Hiiiii I'm indian as well. Not actively planning anymore but considering fsh if I ever do.
 
heiwa2

heiwa2

Member
Mar 16, 2026
37
do u mind if i dm you? to talk abt methods and stuff
Feel free to dm me. Although I think you might not be able to because the chat option only apears here after a certain number of posts.
 
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