Venting Any Ideas on how to grow some balls?

[Capsaicin78]

Title haha. Yeah I'm so torn apart between the decision to ctb or continue living. I wish I had the balls to end it. Still, only I can decide in this matter and unfortunately nobody can help me with my decision....

 

[summers]

Living or dying is not about balls or bravery. It's about making the best choice for you at that time.

 

[Pluto]

There is no middle ground between the two extremes, except for living long-term in misery. The most logical strategy is to whole-heartedly attempt recovery and then decisively CTB if results are unsatisfactory.

 

[theboy]

Having many strong reasons to die is supposed to kill the YES.

 

[Capsaicin78]

Living or dying is not about balls or bravery. It's about making the best choice for you at that time.

No , but being able to make a decision has something to do with balls.

There is no middle ground between the two extremes, except for living long-term in misery. The most logical strategy is to whole-heartedly attempt recovery and then decisively CTB if results are unsatisfactory.

True. I don't have the strength left to do any of both unfortunately.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really tiring feeling trapped and being unsure about your decision. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.

 

[Hope:-)]

I honestly think that suicide becomes a decision that life almost makes for that person. I'm not sure there's too many people who truly choose suicide. I feel backed into it and I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way.x