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Whatshouldmynamebe

Member
May 2, 2020
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Any one holding any hope that a new N supplier will pop up? I'm so envious of anyone that managed to get their hands on the powdered stuff, as I understand it has an infinite shelf life.

I would go to immeasurably great lengths to get some lol
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
I would love to know if a new seller comes to light! I'm extremely jealous of anybody who has N, or even SN! I'm holding on to the hopes that a new seller comes😊
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
657
There's always a chance for a new N supplier to pop up. It'll be awhile though as it's gotten increasingly difficult to obtain and someone is risking a lot by distributing it.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,117
No I gave up that hope a few months ago-I really thought a new seller would become available if we just waited a few months but it does not look likely now. I've decided to just go with SN. Someone did manage to get some N a couple months ago on here-I think they went to Mexico (it's even hard to get it there now) and I was so shocked they actually managed to get hold of some. Must be like winning the lottery now 😞

Edit-there were supply issues with vets even having trouble getting it for a while (don't know if that's still the case) so maybe it's not a completely lost cause and someone will start up again. No one really knows what happened to D do they?
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
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i wish there was a way to know for sure if any of the south american countries had it. i had thoughts of going and giving the concierge a decent tip to help me find some. i really doubt they'd sell it to me directly as i don't speak much spanish and now i've gotten too weak to even make it to the airport.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,266
I doubt that Nembutal will ever be a legalised and accessible option, not in this dreadful reality where there is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die and where we are expected to just suffer endlessly. Nembutal sounds so incredibly peaceful and ideal but sadly such an exit is only reserved for animals, but it would be such a relief to access some, it would prevent so much unnecessary suffering.
 
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flyaway

Member
Jul 11, 2020
55
i wish there was a way to know for sure if any of the south american countries had it. i had thoughts of going and giving the concierge a decent tip to help me find some. i really doubt they'd sell it to me directly as i don't speak much spanish and now i've gotten too weak to even make it to the airport.
I suppose it could be found in other countries in Latin America, not only in Mexico but there aren't many reports that could confirm this. And even then it would be a gamble since I doubt that the first random vet store would be willing to sell it just like that, unfortunately.
 
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Lulzacruel

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Jun 13, 2023
336
I believe that N is sold on the DN, but I cant share sources publicly as it is against ToS. I think people still use it on the DN as a recreational drug rather than a suicide tool, so its unlikely that it will be pulled off unless the dealers for some reason get Kenneth Law'd or have a change of heart for the pro-lifer side.
 
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