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CantDoIt
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- Jul 18, 2024
- 25
I keep getting sidetracked and thinking about other things, distracting myself, etc. I know I won't be truly happy or fulfilled in life. I check this website all the time (OCD), probably as a coping mechanism. However, it makes me anxious...but so does not checking it? Basically, regardless of whether I think I'm taking ctb seriously or not, I'm anxious.
The thought of doing it makes me anxious and the thought of not doing it also makes me anxious. At times I've felt very relieved about ctb and at other times I've felt like it's a sort of a pathetic end. Sometimes I rush back on here to remind me that I need to take it seriously and get anxious when it's more of a distant thought.
The thought of doing it makes me anxious and the thought of not doing it also makes me anxious. At times I've felt very relieved about ctb and at other times I've felt like it's a sort of a pathetic end. Sometimes I rush back on here to remind me that I need to take it seriously and get anxious when it's more of a distant thought.