Anxious and desperate

[Jezzibell]

The anxiety around actually receiving the sn is killing me. Pardon the pun. But really I'm anxious, shaking and desperate. I have my vial of pills but I have never had success with pills.

I've read medical journals on the combination of amytriptilene and morphine and others but I'm not 100% sure it will work. I need something to work. I cannot live with myself anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, to me it's so horrible how there are so many risks and complications involved in trying to die, I wish that it was easier.

 

[Jezzibell]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, to me it's so horrible how there are so many risks and complications involved in trying to die, I wish that it was easier.

Thank you. Its distressing. With routes to sn being closed it means more dangerous attempts by us. I cannot fail.