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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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The anxiety I'm having is unexplainable suffering and feels like I'm suffocating. I think I will plan to ctb within next few weeks if I can muster the courage. I just can't suffer like this anymore. I'll work this week and find a way to do it while off. Just miserable and fucked
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I will plan to shoot myself or jump in front of semi.
 
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tired_starlight

tired_starlight

Member
Apr 16, 2023
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I am very sorry that you are suffering so much. I really hope that anxiety will let you go as soon as possible!
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I wish the anxiety would cause my heart to completely fail, no one finds me and I die
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
241
I'm sorry you are suffering so much...

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TowerRoad

TowerRoad

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Apr 21, 2023
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The anxiety I'm having is unexplainable suffering and feels like I'm suffocating. I think I will plan to ctb within next few weeks if I can muster the courage. I just can't suffer like this anymore. I'll work this week and find a way to do it while off. Just miserable and fucked
Courage is the critical part. I hope you feel better soon
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It certainly is awful feeling trapped in a cycle of endless suffering, it does sound really horrible and tiring what you have to endure so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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