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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
So I got a new prescription for depression that helped when I was younger. Hoping it will work for both depression & it does have some effect on some kinds of nerve pain, which is coming back right now. If it doesn't work, I'm gonna start hoarding as it's a tricyclic. I figure it won't hurt even it doesn't work. I only had one bad side effect, which we. agreed to keep a lower dose to avoid. I just am unfortunate to get it at a time when I know I'm about to go through the physical ordeal again - I feel the burn starting, always happens when humidity gets bad. If this works and I feel better, I will most likely self-ban. I will miss a lot of people, but I feel like SS will be around, in some manifestation, for a long time. I don't know how hard appeals are, but I would definitely try coming back if needed. I'm not getting my hopes up too much though.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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I hope you get what you need, @Ruffian!
 
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Jen0804

Gone
Feb 24, 2019
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Good luck pal I wish you all the best in your journey from here on.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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So I got a new prescription for depression that helped when I was younger. Hoping it will work for both depression & it does have some effect on some kinds of nerve pain, which is coming back right now. If it doesn't work, I'm gonna start hoarding as it's a tricyclic. I figure it won't hurt even it doesn't work. I only had one bad side effect, which we. agreed to keep a lower dose to avoid. I just am unfortunate to get it at a time when I know I'm about to go through the physical ordeal again - I feel the burn starting, always happens when humidity gets bad. If this works and I feel better, I will most likely self-ban. I will miss a lot of people, but I feel like SS will be around, in some manifestation, for a long time. I don't know how hard appeals are, but I would definitely try coming back if needed. I'm not getting my hopes up too much though.
Wishing you well @Ruffian.
I hope things work out for you.good luck.x
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Thank you everyone. I just don't want to get my hopes up too much.
 
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Dreamcolleger

Dreamcolleger

I surrender... I SURRENDER!
Apr 26, 2019
219
Good luck. You have so many doors open to you, I know whatever happens you are going to be totally fine!
 
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